friends

wat is meant by a friend??
4 me,fren is a person that know you...
accompany u when u r alone...
face the problem 2gether with u when u get trouble..
share laughing points with u so that u happy always..
be a listener of yours when u feel sad...
give u suggestions when u feel confused...
this is called a best friend...
do u have such friend??

i am so glad that i hv best friends like that...
but 1 of them is so busy until i dun really contact her...
another 1 really close enough since she is so free recently...
i am so glad and feel lucky 2 hv such frens..
i am so touched 2 watever things that u all done 2 me...

especially ks...
thanks 4 accompany me 2 watch movie 2day...
although u dun hv the mood 2 watch...
and i cant help u when u hv been distracted in the cinema...
i am so sorry...
i feel so touched....THanK yOu!!!
i dun hv other fren that really spend time with me...
feel like crying cuz 2 touched d..T.T(haha)

is it only libraian will know wat a libraian think...
and wat a libraian want??
i hv strong agreement with that...
but i dunno wat u all think...
4 example,i hv a good fren in somewhere else...
but she is so strange recently....
she rejected me when ever i call her out...
and i tell u wat...
i feel tired listening the rejection again and again and again...
wat i get is disappointed feeling only...
do u know wat is "disappointment"??
i am really enough about this..
well,am i an annoying person??
does she feel that her fren(me) is really disturbing her...
i am so sorry if i am...
dun worry then..i wont disturb,annoy and distract u anymore..
unless there is an important thing...
cuz i am not really a fren of her..may be....
i dunno...i dun hv idea about that...
so,the conclusion is libraian only know libraian mind..hehe..

programming(test and assignment)

erm..having programming test 2day....
haiz...i tell u wat..
i dun hv time 2 finish all the questions...
when the lecturer said...
"u hv 15 minutes more!!"...
and u guess until which part i do...
i am still in question 1...
quite swt....
i myself oso got shocked...
cuz i am lack of time...
erm...we hv 2 questions 4 the test...
and 1st question is a long question..
and 2nd question has (a),(b) and (c)....
and i used 15 minutes 2 finish up my rest of the question...
wooo...
feel that 1 hour is so short...
seriously felt time passes through so fast...
cant believe it..

and after that,we hv assignment discussion...
related 2 programming oso...=.="
erm...we thought we can finish the coding this afternoon...
but u know 1 la...
that is no perfection in this world..
and there is always unexpected things 2 happen...
we hv 5 members...
one not coming..cuz she need 2 go seremban..
so left 4 of us...
then...can be said that everyone has their own plan d...
shopping la,hang out with frens la...
so many reasons...
and the conclusion is...
we haven finish our coding till now...
haiz...i always face last minutes work...
it is kinda suffer....

x(y+z)=xy+xz
programming(test+assignment)
=programming test+programming assignment
=suffer

and my frens say...
my blog is full of my skul journey..
on how my test goes..
how cham in my assignment...
and bla bla bla...
yea..i admit that...
cuz i am really busy in my 2nd sem...
busy until half life left...
no choice la....
uni life is like that 1...

MeRRy ChriStmAs!!

MerrY Christmas,everyone!!!^.^
they say christmas is the most enjoyable day in a year..
is it true??
i hv no idea...
but i can feel that pj and kl has the feel of christmas..
on 24 dec..
when i juz stepped into my skul...
i saw a person wearing the red santa claus cap...
after that,i saw more and more...
everywhere u go,u will see a least 1 of them is wearing that..
i dun hv that cap..
but saw so many ppl wearing that...
suddenly feel that i oso wan 2 own 1...

wooh...
a lot of tests and assignment b4 christmas...
but most of them hv passed over..
yippy...
is quite a good news 2 me..
erm...still left the most important assignment..
which is the programming assignment...
i can said that this assignment is the most tough assignment in this sem..
and the due date is almost around the corner...
is 31 dec....(new year eve)..
then only we can celebrate new year..haha...
quite stress with that assignment lo..
cuz the progress is 2 slow..
we haven complete our coding yet...
and if complete d,dunno whether it is work r not...
haiz....tough...tough...tough...
and i hv 2 more tests 2 go...
which is the programming test 2 and writing 4 sc test...
and after that,we hv our revision..
and oso our final tests....

suddenly feel that time passes by so fast...
and another few months more..
i will graduate my foundation in sc...
and continue with my degree...
wooh...can the time slow down plz....??

haiz..fast or slow...
enjoy or suffer...
we hv 2 continue our life journey..
so,at here..
wish everyone can hv a nice day every day..
finally.Merry Christmas....and a happy new year!!!

The talkshow

last monday is my big day..kaka..
y i say so??
cuz i got my public speaking presentation that day..
guess wat my topic is???


IS...........
Gender Identity Disorder...
is something like "ah gua" and tomboy....
wooh....and its over...yippy...
get praised by our tutor,Ms Lisa...
cuz we handle it well..
hehe....

and we hv 2 groups presenting that day...
one is my girl power group(hehe...) and another 1 is boys group...
their topic is on how 2 be a billionare...
and their guests r bill gates,donald trumps,lim kok thay and...
the hong kong artist...michelle reis....
quite a funny talkshow...
when Michelle reis starts come in and crap...
haha...












the boys group..
The host,Afiq,donald,lim kok thay,bill gates and michelle reis...















eunice and michelle reis...
see carefully....michelle reis's earings is so loooong...















class rep,samantha and michelle reis..















cindy and michelle reis....
who is more pretty??










the whole presentation groups that day...
aiya,half of my face kena blocked...X.x
and the middle 1 with a sweet smile...
is our tutor...Ms Lisa..















finally,my group members....





-The End-

almost blind...

well,i felt blur when seeing something recently...
really cant see clearly lo..
and my parents r damn save money...
i remember that specs...
i changed it in form 1...
until now...is oredi 5 years...
can be said so...haha...

damn long time ago rite?
and i juz go 4 my eyes checking juz now...
and the person said that...
erm...i dunno wat we call that in eng..
but is light reflect gua....
is 100..
b4 that i dun hv 1..
after 5 years din check..
is obviously like that 1 la..
the person say so...
firstly,the person ask me..
how long u din check ur eyes d??
and i am so sia sui and damn paiseh 2 say..."5 years"..
and the person said.."wah...so kua zhang??"
and i am damn shy and look at my parents...
omg...wat i can say is my parents really save their money...

and now,i am going 2 get it next week...
kaka...everyone sure wondering rite??
wat will i look if i wear the new spec...hehe..
well,try 2 post up my pic lo...haha..

a relax day??

2mr is holiday....
so,i rushed back from pj 2day...
4 wat??since 2mr need 2 go back 2 pj again...
well...
my reason is i can on9..
i can search info 4 my talkshow...
i wont feel lonely loh...
well,this time my roomate will feel that..
i am not purposely la...
but juz becuz i love klang badly gua...
i felt so sorry 4 my roomate too..
but i think is juz a few hours only la if she slept a lot..
cuz she din sleep last night...
cuz she is trying 2 finish her report...
damn hardworking rite??haha...

well,half of my sem has juz passed...
this week is oredi week 9...
i hv few more weeks 2 go..
then i will hv my final...
b4 my finals,i hv 2 face another 4 tests..
quite suffer oso...
and summore i hv lots of replacement classes...
i am going 2 crazy cuz of this...
i will hv my math test next wed...X.X
so,pray hard 4 me yea...
so that i can pass with flying colors..haha...
another 3 tests are physics,chemistry and writing 4 sc...
T.T....
hope that i can handle it...
signing off!!

relax sunday

having relax sunday 2day...
not doing any homework...keke...
juz hanging out with my frens...
2 watch movie..hehe..
guess wat i watch??
is madagascar 2....
i rate 8.5/10 4 this movie..
damn funny...
erm...i know this movie has out 4 so long..
and i now only watch it..
watever lah...
got watch it then is gud enough..kaka...
enjoy it very much....
















having lunch b4 the movie...
ate mac d with my frens...
and my bro 2...
well,quite enjoy...

erm..conclusion..
thanks 2 my frens...
that watch movie with me..
and shop with me...
who r ks,cl and ron...hehe...

To:"she"

finished my public speaking test 2day...
feel relax after this....
rush come back 2 klang..
and i hv my lunch in klang....
on9 straight away after finish my lunch...
checking mail...
as usual...
do the necessary things that i do every weekend...
read others blog and post a new post of mine...
may b this hv been turn 2 a habit of mine...
read others blog....
read blogs....seriously can improve my vocabulary...
and know other ppl more...
r u can say me "ba gua"....
i thought i will very happy in this weekend...

but,it juz destroyed my happy moments....
as i read "her" blog...
she said that she is disappointed in me..
i oso disappointed in "her" as well....
well...she said she always argue with her bf cuz of me??
i prefer alone then....
so that i dun destroy ur love journey...
i dun like 2 break others relationship...
although i dislike and hate loneliness enough..
but i more hate breaking ppl relationship...
u can juz leave me alone...
u may do that...
cuz i may b can communicate with classmates better...
i dun wan 2 hv 1 fren only....
she can chit chat with classmates...
i oso wan 2 chit chat...
juz i cant find the right time..
2 substitute me,myself into it...

u can say me strange enough....
cuz i cant juz so easily b friendly 2 others in a short time...
in secondary skul, i oso like that...
after noe them 4 may b a year...
only i can join them ...
now,is worst...
juz a few months...
i really need time.....

besides,i admit that i did the wrong thing 2 "her"..
cuz i hv the habit of reading other blogs...
so,i juz cant control that...
but, i promise i wont take ur "thing" 4 no reason anymore....
ya,4 "her",she thinks that i am bad enough...
plz 4give m3 4 not tolerant with "her"...
cuz i dun really hv experience 2 stay with some1 else....
in the same room b4....
since i am the only girl in my home...
i used 2 be sleep alone....
since i am small...
so,suddenly a person juz come in......
i really feel strange....
and i know i hv 2 used 2 it next time...
but i really need a lot of time 2 use 2 it....

so,juz hopefully "she" will sit beside her bf....
when ever she has chance....
i wont comment anything....
is juz some1 else mouth itchy...
will try 2 say that "she" is ignoring me....
i dun mind...
i really dun like 2 break other relationship....
and i noe her relationship now....
the timing has break her previous relationship....
so,i dun wan 2 be a cause 4 them...
i dun wan 2 be a "breaker"...
she may juz ignore me....
since she know me not more than 1 year...
not as her other frens...
i am not declaring that she is not a good fren...
she is a good fren...
is juz i dunno how 2 maintain this relationship....
i am so lausy in my communication....

may be we can be a very very gud fren...
cuz i hv experience that i hv many unhappy things with my best fren b4..
but,at last,we r good frens now...and 4ever...
cuz there is a such quotation said that...
"after an argument with frens,u will noe more about each other"
and will not repeat that again....
i hope this argument can make us become best frens....

Chemistry Day

2day is really a special day..
cuz all of my classes 2day is related 2 chemistry...
erm...
1stly,i hv my chemistry tutorial..
after that,i hv chemistry pratical...
where we carry out our experiment...
then we hv a replacement class of chemistry lecture..
this looks wonderful rite??
i dun think so...
quite tiring..
facing the same subject 4 the whole day..
hence,2day can be said is CHEMISTRY DAY!!
kaka...

currently rushing 4 a written assignment 4 public speaking..
hv 2 pass up 2mr...
but still nothing is produced until now..
dieing....T.T
really tired..
still gathering the info..
amazing rite??
haha...
last minute work is like that 1 la..
some of my partners seem like ntg happen..
still relaxing hving their lunch...
hey,gals!!!!
we need 2 pass up 2mr in the public speaking tutorial leh!!
get a bit frustrated d...haiz...
hopefully can finish it!!!

Loneliness

2day class start at 9am...
and guess wat time i reach my skul..
about 8am i think....
cuz i thought 2day will got heavy traffic jamp...
there is...but not in klang...
is in pj...surprising right??
erm..i quite surprise oso...
so,i put my car in front of my hostel 1st...
then walk go 2 the skul.....
cuz park in jaya 1,building opposite the building need 2 pay.....X.X..
anyway,walk is better..
is a type of exercise oso 4 me...

loneliness is always surround me....
2day,drive alone...
come 2 skul alone...
eat breakfast alone....
walk 2 classroom oso alone...
ALONE..ALONE..ALONE....
HATE it a lot....
but no choice...
i realize that when i hate it more...
it will surround u more and more and more...
haiz.........
having public speaking test this saturday...
haven study yet....X.X
however,u must pray hard 4 me....
kaka...
tataz!!

not going back 2day

2day is sunday....
supposingly,now....
9.40pm.....
i should back 2 my hostel d...
but,i still now in klang...
cuz my roomate does not go back hostel 2nite..
so,i decide not 2 go back 2day..
but,2mr...
cuz i dont want 2 be alone...
i hate loneliness..
but,i always face it....
haiz,no choice...

cuz i din go back 2 pj 2day...
i can eat dinner with my family....
love it....
cuz so long i din go out and eat with them d....
thanks 2 my roomate that din go back 2day...
make me hv the chance 2 spend more time with my family....

this is the pictures that i took during dinner...













this is my youngest bro,damn dark right?kaka...
he always disappear from the house 1...damn naughty!!!














this is my second bro.....
almost same height with me d...
arrrhhh!!!!i dun want him 2 be taller than me....
cuz my first bro is taller than me d...
so sad...he always show off his height...
huh!!!!
but,he is currently form 2 only....
i know he can be taller...
this thing i oso cannot control la...
so,leave it la...
i know i need 2 accept the truth....
i am short enough compare 2 them...
T.T....
enough 4 2day...keke..
signing off!!

my dogs

I hv my blog so long..
but u never see b4 my dogs,right?
nvm,now...
i am going 2 introduce my dogs 2 u...
plz sroll down 4 the details...
kaka...

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1stly,this is the red poodle...
"his" name is pi pi....
cuz he is playful and hyperactive enough......













after bathing look....
pi pi:"cold.......cooold.....!!"
















he looks like a bear on the tree,right?
haha....















give me give me more...
give me...give me more...
more wat??
food....of course...















pi pi and m3
















this is my second dog....
dao dao..
is a "he" oso...
black enough leh...
saw his eyes???
is a black poodle....
he is older than pi pi...














sleepy look of him..
r u can say him lanc...
haha....

















this is......NOT my dog....
kaka.....
this is my cousin dog...
red poodle oso....
"puding" is his name








* The End*

miss my home sweet home

after having tests 4 so many weeks..
finally i have a week holiday..
cuz no test is going on this week..
yeapy..*hehe*
but having test again start from next week...
wat a busy sem i have now...
the conclusion is this sem is really tiring..
obviously more tired than last sem...

1 month of my pj living almost over...
still got another month 2 go..
hope time can passes through fast..
cuz i really hate this type of living..
no laptop,no tv,no entertainment...
and no WASHING MACHINE...
really make me headache...
now,i prefer 2 stay at shah alam compare 2 pj..
damn miss my home sweet relative home..kaka..
damn miss klang...
especially the 'bat kut teh'..
kaka..long time no eat d..
damn miss my frens that haven met so long time...
i want 2 go relax this week..
but cant...
my frens all got things 2 do..
no 1 accompany me go watch movie...AGAIN!!!
T.T..*sob sob*
have 2 wait another week..
cant wait anymore lah...

wat a she...

when i first came 2 utar...
i met a fren..
and at this few months..
she became a good fren of mine...
and she became my roomate 4 2 months..
in this period,i feel a little bit unhappy..
since we hv tests..
so we need 2 study..
and every time she will fall asleep..
and i hv 2 wake her up...
after this situation has happened a few times..
she felt that i am annoying...
and i can feel that...

and whenever i came back earlier than her..
i realized that she will surely bring her bf come..
and when her bf is there,she always ignore me..
she always thought that i am a transparent glass..
never know my feeling..
she like 2 bring her bf come 2 her room..
bcuz we hv another housemate that always do so..
she felt jealous 2 her housemate that always bring her bf back..
but,she never think that she is different from her housemate..
her housemate stays alone..
and she has a roomate,that is me..
she never care about my feeling..
and i think she is 2 over..

somemore she will go 2 her bf house 4 whole night..
and leave me alone in the room..
and this happen not once..
until now,is 2nd time d..
well,4 this,i hv no comment..
juz let her do watever she wants..
this is none of my business..

besides,she will bully me a lot..
cuz she has a bf that bully her a lot..
so,she bully me back..
i will always bit me 4 no reason..
anywhere,anytime..
whenever she feel like want 2 bit..
she juz bit..
never care about my feeling..
i tell u wat...
i really hate ppl bit me..
especially 4 no reason 1...
i hate this A LOT!!!!

yea,i admit that i hv taken some photo of her sleeping look..
but,i never exposed these photos 2 anyone..
even her bf..
and she oso took some sleeping photo of mine..
but,she tried 2 bluetooth 2 all the class that open their bluetooth..
and i feel so angry and sad about this..
and she say she is juz kidding..
and ask me y i am so serious...
hey,if u r me...will u feel the same feeling as me..
of course will,right?
she juz like 2 take those photo 2 scare me..
and i tell u wat..
I REALLY HATE THIS!!!
i really hope that she can change her altitude..
seriously..

mo b'day

erm..celebrated mo b'day at green box..
i think i will never go 2 sing k again..
cuz i will never sing in the public..
well,but however..
i juz sang half the song by the way..=.="
the song is an old song..
"i juz care about u",sang by teresa teng..kaka..
they sang the whole night..
well,quite funny..
especially sam..
when ever he wants 2 sing jay chou song..
he will start off with the sentence..
hi,everyone.i am jay chou..
wat a joker..




the guys..zen,mo,sam,ron,eugene and kent




eugene,mo and kent









eugene,mo and sam








well,actually a i am so appreciate 2 my 5 saga frens..
cuz having so much of 1st time with u all..
erm..1st time gathering...
1st time go out until midnight only go home..
1st time enter green box..
1st time sing k..
and so much more...
so glad 2 be a fren of 5 saga students..haha..
thanks a lot,guys...

miss

stay at pj almost a week..
i found that i really cant dependent without my mum..
i miss my home so much...
i miss my washing machine 2..
and damn miss my cute dogs...
and i miss my time when i am driving..
i prefer 2 drive 2 skul everyday now..
its rather good than staying in pj..
anyway,i will stay 2 months only..
i hope time can passes through faster..
cuz i really still cant adapt 2 it..
and i dun want 2 adapt 2 it..
and i cant on9 there..
quite pity..
the only entertainment 4 me at there..
which is electronic sudoku game oso spoilt..
i feel boring there...
cuz every day only can do homework there..
no tv,no internet,no pet...
haiz...
i am so glad that i am going back 2 klang 2day..
yippy...i like klang so much..

what is love??

erm..juz attend a lecture class..
that is writing 4 sc..
well,the way that lecturer teach 2day is effective enough..
she asks question at the end of the class..
well,this is good..

erm..the interesting part is the definition part..
well,i am so agree with her that.....
everyone has different definition for a same word..
erm..4 example..WAT IS LOVE??
wat do u think??

in my opinion,love is cannot be explained by words..
love is abstract and it is a feeling..
u can feel love in different form..
well,according 2 my 1 of the classmate..
love is blind..
erm..quite agree with the statement...
this is bcuz when u fall in love with some1..
the feeling juz cant fade away from ur mind..
and u will care about this person always..
if this person tell u that he r she din love u..
but u will still continue loving this person..
as XXX said,"u can dun love me,but u cant stop me from loving u"
this is blind loving..i think..
wat is ur opinion??
well,u can post a comment 2 share about ur opinion towards love here..
i will appreciate a lot 4 ur comment..
so,waiting 4 wat?post it now!!
i am waiting here..XD..

life in utar,pj

erm..after having a few times lecture with my math lecturer..
i feel that he is not that bad..
juz may be his way of lecturing and talking a bit funny..
but sometimes,some of my classmate is 2 over..
they can be said trying 2 disturb the lecturer..
and i juz hate them 4 doing that 2 the lecturer..
hv they ever stand at the point of view of the math lecturer..
and juz think when all of the students laughing at him..
u noe that feeling is so bad..
cuz his students r not respecting him..
my fren said that math class is a challenging and exciting class..
cuz we need 2 copy the solution fast..
and the math lecturer will always blame us..
cuz we r slow..
and he will tend 2 press the next button so fast..
when we din copy finish..
and our class students always say "WAIT!!WAIT!!"
so that he can slow down..haha
but 2day,i got a bit disappointed about him..
cuz he din explain 4 the question..
he juz call us 2 copy 4 the whole hour..
i feel not satisfy with his teaching 2day..

yaya,and another thing is i am moving 2 pj next week..
hope that my fren wont get bored of me..kaka..
dunno i can sleep r not at there..
hope that i can used 2 it..keke..
but a sad thing is..
i need 2 walk 2 skul..
i cant drive 2 skul anymore..
nvm,i can drive back in january..
now i help my parents 2 save money 1st..haha..
night,everyone!!

sam b'day

went 2 sam b'day yesterday..
erm..many ppl went actually..
who yea??erm..of cuz got sam...
mo,zen lee,eng khai,kent..
kary,rachel,bong,emerlyn,y.shan..
ah fong,selin,choy kwan,may and her fren..
lance,eugene,ban lin,chin long,wilson..
and many many more..
so many rite??cant list out all..haha...
this means that many ppl went yesterday..
until it is uncountable..

well,quite enjoying yesterday..
cuz can chat with fren..
and play poker all the way..haha..
cuz so long din play poker d..keke..
i think sam is the most enjoy 1..haha..

and this gathering really break my record..
i go back home at 12++a.m.
kena scold eventually after i went back..X.X
but really enjoy yesterday..
thanks 2 my frens..
and ah fong that fetch me go and back..
thanks yea!!appreciate it a lot..

Ms Eunice

hereby,i want 2 crap about one of my utar fren..
she,can be said a good fren of mine in utar..
still remember we met each other at pc block..
where we need 2 take photo 4 our id card..
and we found out that we r in the same td..td11..
and our fren relationship juz start like that..

well,wat i can say about her??
she is smart..
actually we r so quiet at the beginning..
and we hv ntg 2 say about anything..
as time passes by,we get closer and closer..
i dunno cuz of wat..
may be cuz of homework and so on..
and one thing i am so sure about her is..
she is so care about her appearance..
and she so like 2 self shoted..

well,i can say that i dun hv another close fren in UTAR
other frens r juz really talk about homework only 1..
so,when she met a guy,named Terry..
i think she started 2 ignore me when Terry is around...
after she has the relationship with him,she ignored me more..
well,i dun really feel sad cuz she ignored me..
cuz i know this is normal..
and somehow,she will feel that she ignored me 2 much..
so,she did not ignored me so significantly that day onwards..
and,actually is ok 4 me..
cuz i hv used 2 be lonely..
ahem,excuse me..Ms Eunice..
dun simply and try 2 introduce other guy 2 me..
i really dun like that,ok??

erm..she starts 2 bully me after she is close 2 me..
and i know this is bcuz of terry who bully her every time..
so,she oso bully on me oso...
i am really pity right??
haiz,wat a pity gurl..T.T
and she says me that i always boom her..
erm..i dun really agree about that..
i dun really boom her..
juz the lame IQ questions boom her a lot..kaka..
well,i only can said that i really 'expert' in this type of question..
haha..
my frens all say that i am cold..
they will always say swt when talking with me..kaka..

well,this is juz a small intro about her,Ms Eunice..
if she bully me,i will juz blog here.haha..
so,dun bully me yea..cuz someone will bully u back..
haha..juz kidding..^^

goodbye,my fren

received a news that really unbelievable..
i cant really accept this..
that tan hock yu has passed away last 2 days..
and i only know that the next day..
is ks told me that..
and the 1st question that i ask my fren around is..
2day is april fool ar??
cuz i really dun believe that..
but yet it happened..
so sad...
and i feel regret wat i hv done 2 him last time..
i can said most of us really treat him bad..
now,i think back..i feel so sorry..
well,may b human is like that..
human only feel regret after something bad happen 2 that person...
especially death..
din og his funeral last night..
cuz i only can stay at pj and shah alam 4 weeksdays..
erm..i juz hope that he can live happily in another world..
then,suddenly i feel curious about..
where the soul will actually go..
feel like death is a scary thing 4 each and everyone..
he passed away cuz of the accident..
he drove in a motorbike..
and he juz go like that..
at here,everyone should be careful on the road..
and we should care about our lives..

movie movie movie

juz started a week of my 2nd sem..
so,i try 2 enjoy my life 2 watch movie & shopping..
cuz i know,after the 2nd week..
i dun hv chance 2 do so..
but i cant find a fren 2 accompany me..
that is so bad..
if i found 1,she dun really enjoy it..(me 2..)
haiz,am i really a bad fren??
try 2 invite ppl out when they r busy..
but i asked them whether they r free..
if they r busy,then i am so disappointed..
this means that my frens r really less and is countable..

well,i know that go out with ur skulmates r coursemates will be better..
cuz they can be said hv the same freeness with me..
but the problem is..
the venue that they want 2 go is so far..4 me..
they want 2 go places at kl..like time square,mid valley..
and i will feel its far..from klang..
so,i din go with them..
and tell u wat..
i plan 2 watch movie in this coming deepavali..
but again..no1 is free 2 accompany me that day..T.T
anyone want 2 watch movie that day,let me know..plz..
i oso want 2 go..
i am so kolian rite?haiz..
no choice lah..who call me hv so less frens..

the lecturers in utar

the 2nd sem has started 4 a week..
a lecturer that still fresh in my mind is Ms Christine..
she is a good lecturer..i think..
when we r having lecture,suddenly she ask a question..
who have watched 'Mama Mia'??and only 1 person raised up the hand..
and she got shocked..and ask us the reason y we din watch movie..
our answer r "BUSY"..
and she is wondering wat r we busying..
until no time 2 watch movie during the holiday..
and we r speechless..
and Ms Christine has strongly recommended us 2 watch 'Mama Mia'..
and she is the 1st lecturer that recommend us 2 watch movies..
and she said we should watch movie at least once a month..
she is the 1st one who recommend us 2 do such thing..
so,until now..i still can remember wat she said..

another lecture class that i hv attended is public speaking..
erm..i like the lecturer also..Ms Wong Lee Sa..
she looks young and pretty..
and she likes 2 use "pretty much" in her talk..
4 me,public speaking will be a challenging subject 4 me..
cuz,i am so quiet..and yet i got stage fright..
well..she said that everyone has stage fright including herself..
so,when she said that,i am totally agree with her..
but yet some of them know how 2 control their frightness..
and i tell u wat..i juz cant control my emotion of fright..
when u feel that ntg 2 be scared 2 present a speech on the stage..
but ur hand will feel cold eventually when u stepped up 2 the stage..
do u agree with this??this is what i felt..
we will have 5 minutes speech presentation in the 3rd week
and i i feel that this is 2 fast...
and i dun hv any idea yet..wat topic am i going 2 present??
start feeling stress since the 1st week..quite swt rite?

another lecturer that i loved is the physics lecturer..Ms Aimi..
in the last semester,she taught me in the tutorial class..
and i feel that she is not as good as someone else..
but now,i got a surprise from her..
i can understand wat she taught and she gave us some example 2 do..
no one in the class is sleeping,cuz she will ask us questions..
and this is the 1st time everyone feel fun in the physics class..
u did it,Ms Aimi..

another lecturer..can be said a terrible lecturer..
taught damn fast like a rocket...
and sometimes he didn't speak well in his english..
and everyone will laugh at him..
wat a pity lecturer..who is teahing hard in his class..
sometimes,he oso feel blur with the statement..=.="
and sometimes when we ask questions,we kena boom pula..
and the most serious part is..
he dunno how 2 control a computer..
everyone keeps complaining about him...
i really feel pity 4 this lecturer..
other lecturers r still fine and ok..
so this is lecturer in utar..*wink*

Happy Birthday

juz got my timetable from my fren...
thanks a lot yea,my fren..
view my timetable and quite happy with it..
juz the time 4 the last class ends very late 4 some days..
for example,friday..
the last class ends at 5.30pm..
the most latest class i ever attend..
and the time 4 the 1st class 2 start is ok..
all r start at 9am r 10am..

4 this semester,friday will be the most tiring day 4 me..
the class ends at 5.30pm and i need 2 travel back from pj..
and i know there will be a jamp around that time..
omg,i think i will reach at home about 7pm..
hey,its kinda bored when in traffic jamp..
and the last class 4 friday is a lecture class..
thats mean this suffering things..
i hv 2 face it every week once..
haiz,so suffer...

and now,the time shown by my pc is 12.00am..
thats mean now is already saturday,11th october
tell u wat,its my birthday 2day..
well,i can guess wat will happen 2day..
is juz as normal as the other day..
ntg special will happen..
cuz i am not a special person..kaka..
and yet i am so cold and cool in everyone eyes..
may be i dun even get a birthday wish from my fren 2day..
well,i can said that my 18th birthday will be same as my character..
cold and cool..and peace oso..
watever,i dun care much about that..
between,i hv 1 fren that borned in 11th october oso
thats mean he has the same birthday date with me..
is r3n j13..
so,at here...
i want 2 wish him "Happy Birthday"..
and may his wishes come true..
and hope his hair will grow faster..
cuz he is so care about his short hair..
cuz he has juz came back from NS..
poor litle guy..kaka..

my lausy result

2day,my fren sms me...
and tell me that we can check our result through intranet..
and yet the time she sms me is my working time..
i still remember is 2.05pm..
i felt nervous after my fren told me that..
i scared my physics will fail..
cuz i cant do at all in the exam..
my mind is so blank in the exam..
haiz..until 2day..
i only my result..

the following is my lausy result..
english:B+
principles of economics:A
mathematics:B+
computer studies:A
physics:C (most lausy subject)X.X
chemistry:B-
CPGA:3.2167

this result has juz released 2day..
haiz..wat a lausy grade i got..
only 2As in this semester..
hope that i can score better in my next semester..
timetable 4 the next semester is out edy..
but need 2 go 2 campus and take..
haiz..very leceh leh...
i am so lazy 2 travel 2 pj
juz 2 take my timetable there and go back..
very waste my time and petrol..
haiz..no more mood 2 say much..
so..tata

wat a special day

i hv worked 4 almost 2 weeks,i think..
met so many frens there..
old frens,new frens and so on..
but 2day...
i dunno y 2day is so special...
met so much od frens 2day..
ruban,suren,pravin..the indian gang(skulmates)
sam..(my classmate and fren as well..kaka)
the silly guy,that try 2 cheat me last time..(ran quickly when saw him,kaka)
even the utar student,i oso can met here..
saw my one of my cs's debate opponent fren..
met my fren's sister as well..(this oso want 2 say)=.="
wat day is 2day ar??
well,may be is a simly raya third day..haha..
everyone enjoy their holiday at JJ..
and me??i work at JJ...

euro fun park was held in front of JJ recently..
feel like want 2 play..
wat i saw from outside the park is..
roller coaster,fun wheel,bumper car,flying swings...
wah,it seems like the facilities in Genting Highlands..
i heard my fren said that,the entrance fee is RM3..
but 4 3-12 years olds kids r RM2..
is opened from 6pm to 12am..
and u need 2 pay 4 wat u want 2 play inside the park..
well...may b is quite expensive..
i think play in Genting Highlands is better..
cuz u can play all games in whole day 4 only about RM30++
i think will be more fun and cheaper..kaka^^
well,anyone that know the details more than me..
plz do not hesitate 2 tell me...
cuz i want 2 know..
especially the ppl who played there b4..

tiring week

well,this will be the tiring week 4 me..
cuz i work non stop after my test..
may be juz want 2 release my stress through working..
well,2 main purpose 4 me 2 work..
1st,of cuz want 2 earn some pocket money..
2nd,i try 2 improve my communication skills..
yaya..i know..
in ur eyes,i am a extremely quiet person..
and i admit that i cant communicate well with others..
so,since i hv time 2 improve it..i juz go on..
well,i think i got improve la..
but yet i cant say that i improve a lot..
juz may b bit by bit..

well,although this time,i cant really enjoy my holiday..
but yet i hope my other frens can really enjoy it..
going 2 miss u all,my frens..
and remember enjoy kao kao..kaka..
feel tired 2 continue blogging,so..tata..

i need more freedom

woh,finally,finally,finally...
my 1st semester has came 2 the end...
still got another last paper 2 go...
math paper..
cant wait 4 the saturday 2 come..
i dun worry 2 much about math..
cuz i really do enough pratices...
haha..juz joking..
cuz i feel that i can handle this paper well..
omg..wat can i say about my physics and chemistry test??
i can juz say 1 word.."surrender"..
i really cant answer well...
although i hv study hard..
hmm,may b i din study smart..
haiz,watever..this has over..
now,the important thing here is 2 concentrate in my math..
i really hv 2 make sure i can get an 'A' in my math...
if not,.....
gambateh 2 all the utarian...
dun give up cuz this is the last paper..
it is really stupid 2 give up now..
bcoz we r almost 2 the end...
y should we give up..
since we saw the ending line..
of cuz we r going 2 continue 2 run 2 the end,rite?
so,gambateh yea..
2 all my dearest frens..

by the way,after finish my test..
i hv 2 rushed back 2 klang...
cuz i will start working right after my exam..
so fast and so rush rite??
no choice lah..got fair 4 my company mah..kaka..
need 2 help them lo..

erm..so long din meet my secondary skul frens d..
miss them so much..
but yet i cant attend the gathering..T.T
not i dun want 2 attend..
but cuz of the time and date..
i dunno y they so like 2 set the gathering at friday night..
cuz every time i got test on saturday morning..
and yet the time is so late..
9pm..may be is early 4 most the teenager..
but 4 my parents..9pm is consider late..
and they wont allow me 2 go out at such late time..
so,my frens..dun blame me la..
i know,teenagers should enjoy the night life..as my fren said..
i oso want 2 enjoy that..who dun want??
but may b my parents r 2 strict 2 me..
and they worry about me..so...
haiz..my freedom is limited..T.T

god bless

3 of 6 exam has overed..
god bless..
everything is still fine until now..
tell u wat,i manage 2 answer all the question in my econ test..
so unbelievable..
but dunno the answers are correct r not..
hehe..
cuz i really study hard and memorize hard 4 the test..
hope that i can gain more marks..
and my computer studies test..
haiz..cuz listen of someone 2 much..
until i almost break my spec..
but yet,i still can answer some of them la..
damn sad..
the advice here is..
dun trust 2 much 2 wat the students say..
4 the tips...90% is wrong 1..

still got another 1 week 2 go..
physics,chemistry and math..
the most scary subject in my life..
physics..i hope i really can do well in this..
haiz..wat a tough subject 4 me..
lots of confusion in my mind..
about the physics..
someone can help me,plz??
i really need help...
anyone has tips??
another subject..chemistry..
dun hv much of confidence in this subject..
well,juz try 2 follow my lecturer advice lo..
eat well,sleep well,rest well,study well...
and study hard+smart..
hope can get a better grade in my exam..

after next week,is my holiday..
yeah..yippy..^.^
but not planning 2 go anywhere..
but WORKING..
haha..quite a weird plan,right?
no choice la,my frens go back 2 hometowns d..
no one is planning 2 go anywhere..
so,i work lo..2 earn pocket money..hehe..
may b is a good choice 4 me..
rather than sitting at home and watch tv..
ntg 2 do at home..
i scare i will get rust..
b4 the 2nd semester start..haha..
but will go out with my frens oso..
definitely..really long time din saw them..
i know they r so busy recently..
until din contact 2 each other..
r even forget each other..
cuz got new fren d..
lastly,gambateh 2 all my frens that r still suffering in exam..keke..

other than bored??...is still bored

final exam is around the corner..
and the study week is going 2 over...
but i am not ready yet..
hope the time can be paused at least 4 1 day..
i will also be happy..*although it is impossible*
haiz..try 2 absorb as many as i can..
but i dunno y..
my brain juz dun want 2 accept it..
die lo..my brain is playing with me now??
oh my god..i juz cant fight with my brain..how??
haiz...may be cause by the mass media..
especially internet and tv..
however,i will try my best 2 fight against them..
since,i believe that nothing is impossible..

erm..recently stay at home..
besides study..is on9 and watch tv..
so bored..ntg else that i can do..
sometime,i got the chance 2 chit chat with my frens..
my frens that i dont contact much with them..
all my frens seem like very busy..
but yet i seem like so free here..
i thought i am the 1 who should most busy..
cuz my final exam is coming...
watever...
gambateh,my frens who oso taking final exam next week..

study week is coming

next week is study week..
so no need go 2 skul..but need 2 study at home..
haiz..after study week...
is final exam..
feel stress..
watever,2day my last class 4 semester 1..
is physics practical class..
u guess how many person in the class 4 the last practical..
the answer is really shocks u..
cuz the answer is 5..
our lecturer,miss joyce said that we hv made the history..
4 the least students in the practical class..
4 year 1 semester 1
may2008 intake students..hehe...
since 2day is the last day..so we snap so many pictures...
at outside and in the lab..hehe..

eunice and me..
playing ruler??swt..









only 5 good students attended 4 the last practical..
cindy,samantha,me..
you sheng(the only guy) and eunice
















isaac,terry,thompson and me..













isaac,thompson,eunice and me












eunice and me

and the below is the pic of 5 good students
and our pretty physics lecturer,Ms Joyce..

hapiness and angryness

final exam is coming down 2 the town...
but i am still not prepared yet...
haiz...feel so stress..
ntg special happen 4 past few days..
except 2day...
we really hv been entertained in the english tutorial..
so funny,my fren,kumar is really a joker in my class..
2day he is punished 2 sing a song..cuz he din bring the paper..
the song that he chose is timberlake song's.."apologize"..
this song quite nice..
but we laugh all the way when he sang..
cuz he is 2 funny..
when it reach high pitch there,then he loses his sound..
and sometimes he juz cant continue the song..
cuz the pitch is 2 high d..
haha..this fellow is really a joker..

we still play charade in english tutorial..
this tutorial can b said is a most enjoy class..
we r divided into 2 groups and..
we need 2 choose a person 2 act..
so that we can guess the idioms..
the person who chosen in my group is ganesh..
another joker oso..cuz he is same gang with ganesh..
he only can act and cannot talk..then we guess..
the process is really funny..haha...
wooh..this is really a fun game and challenging..
at the end,my group won..yeah..so happy...
haha...

well,although this tutorial class is so fun..
but b4 that,i am so sad and depress...
cuz look discrimination happen..
since long long time ago..
but recently is more serious..
so bad...
y guys r like that ar?
they really discriminate on not well looking person..
i dun care anymore..
and i dun care they r looking at this post r not..
i dun care..
if u think that u r in a gang of look discriminate..
u can ignore this post..
i dun mind..
they r so realistic..i hate them so much..
i cant stand on this type of ppl at all..
i met so much of this type ppl..
and i really feel bored with them..
they juz thought that not well looking person r transparent..
now,not well looking person is not human is it?
really no manous..
plz respect not well looking person...
cuz no one has the right 2 choose their looking..
if the look can be chosen,no 1 will like 2 be a not well looking person..
correct r not?
so,plz respect them...
thank you..

ntg special

met president of UTAR last tuesday..
cheh..i thought what..
erm..he juz told us that i am not going 2 kampar next year...
going 2 kl after i finished my foundation..
cuz most of the expert of this subject is in kl and klang valley..
so,president will hv the difficulty 2 call them come 2 teach us..
if we study our degree in kampar...
erm...this may be a good news and a bad news 4 me..
good news..bcos i got a lot of fren there..
bad news...bcos i cant concentrate in my study..
cuz kampar there is very peace and almost no robber there...
i think my parents will be the most happy 1..
cuz i am not going so far from them..

no exam 4 a few weeks..
quite happy.. but later will be very sad..
cuz after that...final exam...
quite suffer..but anyway..
i will try my best..
not disappointing my parents..
quite stress...

ntg special happen around me...
feel boring...
until the month of july in chinese calender came..
i oso dunno..
feel like myself stay very far away from the world..
and 2day is 14th of july...
can be said is ghost day...
still remember that when i am in secondary skul
my fren and i like 2 sit 2gether and say ghost story..
quite a exciting experiment...
haha...

erm..some of my frens said that i am very cold...
and sometimes call me the king of coldness..
erm..until now..i dunno y...
i really want 2 know..
cold in aspect of speaking r what??
can anyone tell me that...haha...
erm..i juz like 2 ask really cold questions only gua..
i think...but dunno how others think...+.+

so boring leh..this type of life...
cant used 2 it..
my result is very lausy..
until i want 2 cry...
cuz the lecturer teachs 2 fast..
cant catch up and..
no tuition somemore..
has used 2 the life of the tuition..*.*
so,still adapting 2 this type of life..
but only 3 months 4 1 semester..
yet i still din adapt 2 it completely..
so i think i need more time..
since my adaptation is so low...
compared 2 others..T.T...

quite a relax week..XP

another test has over...
which is chemistry...
no more test 4 may b 1 r 2 week..
after that is my final test...
scary man...
really feel stress cuz i am taking scholarship..
i know that feeling..
since my fren told me that he is very shameful...
when he juz did a minor mistake in his test...
cuz he is a scholar oso..

computer presentation has over as well..
thanks god..every thing works so well..
no delay 4 the presentation..
i never speak 1 word oso 4 the debate session..
feel sad although i am juz a supporter..
i dun want 2 wear the formal wear again..
so uncomfortable and really weird..
alamak, still got another 1 prensentation is waiting 4 me..
economics presentation..
i think i can do it if someone pray hard 4 me..haha...

erm...this coming tuesday..
i am going 2 meet the president of UTAR..
i am wondering y the president want 2 meet a few of us..
scare scare leh..haha...
and our lecturer remind us not 2 late that day..
still cant read the president mind..
but i am sure it is related with the course i took..
whatever lah..until that day i will know..
after that,tell u all what happen,ok?hehe..

miss..miss..miss..
miss my fren..
my old frens..my classmates...
and my frens that i know during my working period..
but what can i do..besides miss...
may be pray 4 them so that they can hv a great day..
may be pray 4 them so that they hv confidence 2 solve their problem..
gambateh ar..my dearest frens..
although u all r not around me..
but u all r in my heart..
not even will forget u all 4 1 second...
i think i really cant do anything without my fren..
i need frens yet i hv so less of frens..
so,i will do every thing 4 my frens...
if they faced problem,i will help them..
if they r happy,i will oso happy..
if they r sad,i will cry 4 them...
if they need me,i will always be there 4 them..
if they miss me,i will miss them 2..haha..
as i am a libraian,so i will feel that frens r important in my life..
frens hv acted an important role in my life..
i scared 2 be alone...but yet i always alone..=.=''
erm,scared 2 be alone not me only..
but is all the libraian..haha...
so,i will love my frens 4ever..
so,my frens..dun try 2 keep something in ur heart..
juz speak it out as u like...
i will support u...
plz ignore this paragraph..
if u feel weird..haha..

scary test really screw me up...

finally,the physics test has over...
time passes through so fast during the physics test...
everyone say "harr??" when the lecturer says...
we still got 10 minutes left...
omg, i know what is the formula of the question...
but i dunno wat unit should i put there...
haiz...as the result,i dunno my answer correct r not...
some question, i totally dun hv idea...haiz...
another test is math test,which is on the last Tuesday....
omg,the question is damn hard....
this is the 1st time,i got shock in the math test...
cant do some of the question....
the math lecturer really screw us up...
since we score well in the 1st test...
haiz.....

2 assignments already pass up on time yesterday...
wooh....i feel relax after i pass up our assignment...
but i really hate the econ assignment partner...
din do any work at all...all the work is done by the girls...
last minute only pass up their work somemore..
i really feel headache facing this type of people..
i swear...i never let this type of people 2 join in my group anymore...
they really make me disappointed with them...

still got another few weeks...
then is our break time..
but b4 the semester break,we hv 2 go through many tests...
and oso need 2 present 4 our assignment...
need 2 wear formal wear,somemore need high heel shoes..
haiz..macam macam lah...
really make me headache....
need 2 spend money 2 buy formal wear and shoes..
conclusion,so many rules oso in the university...

and my old fren in secondary skul....
y they always make gathering when i got test at the next morning...
haiz....last time when i go 2 the gathering,they cancel pula..
haiz...cuz i go out 4 gathering, my car tyres poncet...
get scolded from my parents somemore...
cuz i make the tyre poncet...T.T...
y every gathering is at night 1 ar?
afternoon r evening cannot meh??
i really scare 2 drive at night d...
cuz i got scary experience b4....

suffering week is coming up

another few days more...
then i need 2 pass up 2 assignments...
which is the computer studies and economics..
haiz..so disappointed with my econs assignment members..
they did not put real effort in doing the assignment...
haiz...i am wondering y i will join them...
i am so headache now..
still got test somemore on tuesday and saturday...
really stress lah...
cant tahan anymore....

but i will keep my mind in positive way...
i will think that still got another 4 weeks..
then i will have semester break..
yeah..this is really great...
but i think..is 2 earlier 2 think that..
haha....XD

i am so scared...
i haven present my english presentation yet..
aiyaya...
although juz about 20 person in front of me..
but i still scare..
haiz...i am quite useless rite?
i dun hv much experience 2 stand in front of so many ppl mah..
cannot blame me leh..haha...

august is coming to town...
and yet i am not ready yet..
cause my assignment no yet do finish...>,<
time passes through so fast...
in a blinking of eye,the semester break is around the corner...
and the final test is around the corner oso...>.<
hope i can do my test well..2 get flying colour result..
but yet..i am so worry about my physics..
cos physics is a tough subject 4 me..
i hate physics...no..no..no..i should say i dislike physics..
if i hate physics,then i will really die in this subject...
coz i am being teach by a lousy lecturer..
everything just touch and go..u think at highway meh??
she thought we r expert in physics..haiz..
she is looking 2 high at us..
haiz..cant continue in such a way again..
must do something b4 it is 2 late..
juz hope some1 expert can teach me...
r hope god can save me from the physics test...

tiring semester

since i moved 2 my uncle's house,i cant on9 oftenly..
so sad..T.T...
not only cant on9,even use the computer oso cannot
can u imagine that a university student without a computer..
i will obviously die without computer..
i think i am really addicted 2 computer and internet..

so,i am planning 2 buy a laptop..
i heard from my fren who said that...
PC fair will be held in August..
so,i cant wait 4 the PC fair to held..
juz hope that time can passes through faster...

another thing that really annoying me recently is...
the assignments and tests...
i got 2 assignments that i need 2 pass up b4 1st of August..
and i still hv a little time more 2 finish this..
not more than 1 week..
and i haven start doing my things yet..
really going 2 die..
haiz...test is coming again..
the test is really scary..and i dun hv time 2 revise..
since i hv 2 do my homeworks every week..
and i hv at least 1 test every week..
wooh...this is really tiring..
hoping my semester break come earlier...
cant write much things this time..
coz i am not at skul computer lab..
i hv limited time in this..
so,bye~~