Monday, December 31, 2012

2012感言

到了2012年的尾声了
面子书上,大家拼命post类似‘再见2012,欢迎2013’的status
大家也把2012所发生的过去再拿来review一次
我也凑凑热闹好了

说真的,
2012年到底发生了什么事
我不太记得了
只是记得
-我毕业了


-和一班朋友一起去phuket疯了


-我的身份变了(从学生到工作族)
-我身边的人也稍微不同了(认识了和蔼可亲的同事)XD



-我的想法也不一样了
-我学会了很多东西

所以,很感谢:
1)我的家人
谢谢我父母一路以来对我的支持
我们都不会把爱挂在嘴边的
可是我看到了他们对我的爱
我每天能做的就是让他们少点担心我 >.<

2)我的朋友
做了这行,有很多事都不能乱找人诉苦了
对我来说,是多么痛苦的一件事啊!
所以愿意听我诉苦的朋友,有你们真好!爱死你们了!

3)我的同事
工作有什么疑问时,最需要同事来解答了
我庆幸的是我的同事都很好人,都很愿意帮我
还不停在旁鼓励我,扶持我
而且不是一个同事这样对我,而是很多的同事!!
真的是感动万分!这些感动不是用词语就可以表达的 T.T
我这才发现到他们都是我的恩人和贵人啊~

4)我的上司
他的脾气不是很好,所以很难相处
我们的自尊心都很强,所以相处时难上加难
很多时候,我真的顶不顺他的脾气,真的沟通不来@.@
不过,我还是很感谢他
他教会我很多东西
我需要帮忙的时候,他还是会伸出他吝啬的手
出了名一毛不拔的他还是偶尔会请吃
这让我想起我吃得最过瘾的点心 XD
点心好吃,还不用顾虑太多的拼命吃,太爽了!!因为他难得请客!!
我的大吃还真的让他吓一跳~哈哈

看似我的2012年过得很简单
不过对我来说,它充满了许多喜怒哀乐的事
我都无法一一的把它写下来
2012年绝对是我值得回忆的一年 =)

在此,
向后挥一挥手,来欢送2012
向前挥一挥手,来迎接2013
新年快乐!!
新的一年会更好!!=)


-jane-


Saturday, December 29, 2012

最近一些活动,
需要和同一team的人做讨论
到最后可以为这些小事情吵起来
真的是很佩服!

该说我尾巴长?
还是我笨蛋常踩到地雷?
真的很累。。。
到最后无论结果是什么
感情方面肯定受损
要不是旁人不断劝我,我早就懒得沟通了
为什么那么多问题啊?
因为我的team有火种,随时会让我发火 >.<||
除了累,还是累。。

遇到一个不会说“对不起”又很野蛮霸道的人
多么想用暴力解决
我真的气疯了,在无语论次了
ARGH!!


-jane-

Saturday, December 15, 2012

感恩

当自己真的是心灰意冷时,
当自己站在分叉的路口时,

伤心的是:
两个好朋友对我爱理不理
和上司的关系闹得非常僵
对自己的能力开始有疑问

但。。同时
开心的是:
真正在旁帮忙我的同事们
一直在旁扶我一把的恩师
开始关心自己状况的朋友

对我来说
已经远远把不开心的事扔在一旁了
突然发现自己的状况没有那么的糟
而且觉得身边有很多贵人恩人相助
或许他们觉得说过的话不代表什么
可是对我而言那些是一丝丝的感动

让我自己更加没有借口放弃自己
所以,冲往自己的梦想奔驰吧!

Friday, December 7, 2012

想法

每个人都有不一样的想法
因为每个人都是独特的个体
由不一样的体验和经验才形成个人的想法
所以两人想法不一样时,是很正常的
千万不要永远觉得自己的想法是对的
这样只会让别人和自己更加累

如果是这样的话,
这些都在说着你和我
因为每个人都是自私的
都希望别人可以赞同自己的想法
可是,大家都知道这是不可能的
所以,接受现实吧~
做自己爱做的事
不要理会太多别人的眼光
因为人生是自己掌控的

加油吧!!

Thursday, November 22, 2012

改变?

岁月漫长~
不过有些事情我再也不能等
想做出一些改变
可是这个改变或许影响很大
所以因此犹豫不决了

一个态度有问题的人和我说态度
我觉得很可笑
有时候很想解脱,不想和这种人扯上任何关系
可是我一直挑战自我
到底这样对吗?

Monday, October 29, 2012

my convocation

20/12/2012
the date is nice isn't it?hahahaha..
that's my date of my convocation~
my whole family went all the way to kampar  after the breakfast
 my whole family~~=)
 my parents
 my mum
 brothers!
and my dad!=)

thanks for their attendance~~
actually they are so tired for the 1 day trip to kampar
especially my dad as the driver

i got 3 bouquets of flowers overall..LOL!
1st bouquet from my family
 joshua,with the uncle look..hahaha
din expect he will come,he called me where am i after i came out from the hall
thx u so much,joshua!!
 and the AS sampat gang that with me always~=)
thx 4 the flower!2nd bouquet from them!!
 soong ying,my junior!
that day only know she came for convocation,lol...
3rd bouquet is from this junior and the gang~~
and 1 of the juniors sms me to wish me that day
and 1 of the juniors call me to wish me
thx a lot for the wishes and flower!i am touched~~but i din cry!!hahaha
cuz they said i cried cuz of the surprise but... actually i didn't
just that my eyes are too tired..really!!lol...

 the pmp gang!!
yee ping and lester that graduate together with me,hehe
awesome!!
the people inside the picture above except me,all are engineering students!

 the AS gangs~~

 thx 4 the attendance man!!=)

the group photo!!

thx a lot for everything
appreciate it a lot
at least i enjoyed in my convocation
and i will attend the next convocation for my friend!

pen off.

-jane-

ps: for more picture,plz refer to my facebook..LOL!

Sunday, October 14, 2012

nike run

went to nike run on 13/10/2012
having a first try on marathon in my life
a good experience indeed
learn a lot through out this

started to train myself 2 weeks before
1st time practice,ran 7km
and my whole leg muscle pain for 3 days
2nd time practice,ran 10km
this time better,although there is a little muscle pain
but is not serious as the 1st time

and on the nike run day,
we reached there earlier to get ourselves ready
when the time came,we started to run
it's kinda scary to see thousands of people ahead u
it's like black sea in front of u
initially i ran together with 2 friends
but in the 1st hydration station,i got separate by the people
so the rest of 8km,i ran alone..
i feel so scared when ran alone
i try to run faster so that i can search them
and that's the motivation for me to run=>look for my friends
ran for a while and i stop looking for them
so i get used to run alone

to be honest,it's not easy
but i managed to finish 10KM in the end
YESH!!!i did it in 1 hour 37minutes
this is my 1st ever record,and i gonna break this record for the next time
i know i can do it~~


my friend that run together but i got lost after that >.<
mun and frog

we waited 2 hours++ to get back my bags
i got my bag 1st but i only get 1 of my bags only
so waited very long time to get back my another bag
we are so tired and mun helped us to buy a burger
thanks 2 them that waited together with me for my bag!
appreciate it a lot~~love yea <3 p="p">
let's run together the next time!!

lesson learned:
-be passion on what you doing,you gonna enjoy it!
-persist on what you doing and you gonna success in the end
-nothing is easy!so just do it~

pen off.

-jane-

Sunday, September 30, 2012

running

today when the clock strikes at 5am,my phone alarm rang
i woke up and sneeze it,delayed to rang after another 10 mins
i am actually struggling hard to think of wanna jog in the very early morning or not
when its 5.20am,i decided to wake up and just go to practice for my nike run

actually in my mind,my "dont want" is more than "want"
but in the end,i choose to wake up
because i know if i did not go today,i will regret

so went to bukit tuanku to meet up my friend and a few runners to run double uphill
but i am almost cramped just in the beginning of the run
they taught me how to stretch my legs to prevent cramp
and 1 of the runners,wendy decided to run 7km with me
cuz i wore the wrong shoes to run and it's dangerous to run 10km with them >.<
feel so paiseh for them~=S

and i realized something in my run
my friend told me i got cramp because my running method wrong
so he taught me the right way to run
after that i try 2 practice myself which make my legs wont get cramp easily
when i started to used to the right way to run(i think la)
i ran with my eyes focus on an object as my goal
to stay consistent and strong to continue running
and i found that it is easier to run with an object being focused

and this all thought apply back to my career currently.
hope i can catch the same feeling as in the running to apply in my career.
i know i can do it!gambateh~~~!

pen off.

-jane-


Sunday, September 23, 2012

destiny?!?

今天终于忍不住放声大哭
近期来所累积的负面情绪把我给推倒了
跌在地上的感觉真的很痛!
痛得爬不起来了
是我不原意还是真的没有力气爬起来了?

今天哭了很久,哭着在电话里和2个同事诉苦
我知道哭是一种发泄
可是哭完,又能怎样?
问题还是存在着
这个到底是不是我想要的?
经过今天的实验,我得到了我的答案
就是。。
继续为我的梦想奋斗!
虽然这条路不好走,
不过我相信我可以走出一片天
只要我肯改变,everything is possible!
谢谢这本名叫“改变,人生才会有机会”的书
是它点醒了我

90的我,做什么事情都要别人推一下才会动
这真的是让我身边的人很头痛
因为我知道不是每个人都会为我推一把
就算愿意推我一把的人,他们可以推得了多久?
我知道我必须要学习独立
因为我也不想成为我身边人的负担
我需要的是时间!
so,please don't hesitate to push me if u willing to!

给自己的话:take charge of your own destiny!!


pen off.

-jane-

ps: can feel that my leader started to hate me,scold me every day like a routine.sometimes i din mean to make him mad,but i just did >.<" sorry!

Sunday, August 26, 2012

野草

觉得自己像野草
种子被散播到森林里
每天在吸收土地所有的养分
长得好不好就要看太阳和雨的心情

不过很奇怪的是,
野草的生命力很强
很可惜,这一点。。我真不如它
多希望我也可以像它一样坚强啊~

加油!!


pen off.

-jane-



Sunday, August 5, 2012

坚持

刚刚看了一场非常精彩的羽球赛
虽然我们敬爱的dato李宗伟无法得到金牌
不过他坚持到底的精神真的让我非常敬佩
因为这一切真的不容易
他所承担的压力是别人无法想象的
所以说,他真的尽力了!

这一点,我真的要好好向他学习
“坚持”
是我现在所需要的

前一阵子,自己表现不好
老爸又有形无形的反对我的工作
所以造成很多负面情绪
搞得自己快疯了
不过很庆幸的是,
自己的身边有很多支持我的同事和朋友们
还记得那晚我心情非常糟糕,
我的同事,winnie写了一些激励的话给我
我看了,当场崩溃大哭,因为真的压抑不住了 T.T
真的很谢谢朋友们的鼓励!
现在有好些了。。

要好好加油!!
不要轻言放弃~
我可以的!!


pen off.

-jane-

Saturday, July 28, 2012

busy life

recently quite busy with my work
i told my friend about how busy i am
my friend got shocked and ask "got so busy or not o?"
in fact,i am really that busy
busy until i can empty my stomach for more than 12 hours
tired until i lay on my bed,i can fall asleep within 10 seconds

anyway,at least i am enjoying what i am doing now..
i believe everything will come with a reward if effort is put in
so do u..

thanks to people that motivate me all the way when i am in this industry
so appreciate it =D


pen off.

-jane-


PS:just a short update to let u know that i am fine =)

Friday, July 20, 2012

my friends(part 1)

i dont know why,when i got nothing to do
i like to flip old photos to refresh my memory
the easiest way is go to my profile page and click the photos to see back the photos

and 1 thing i realized is
my uni life with this siao po gang is awesome!

we present together!

we SS together!

we crazy together!



we celebrate birthdayss together!

we sing together!

we play badminton together!

the most important thing is:
we like to eat together!

from food foundry


to seafood

to dim sum

to thai food

to korean food
and many many more~~

and also and also...

we like to travel together!
broga hill


zoo negara

sekinchan


sepang gold coast

penang


phuket

love them so much!
thanks 4 making my uni life so colourful~~


and my dear coursemates
cute picture btw,hahaha
how are u guys??=)


pen off.

-jane-

Sunday, July 1, 2012

new life begins

finally get confirmation from UTAR that i graduated!
its indication of ending for sweet moments and starting for suffering life >.<
started 2 miss my uni life and frens after back from phuket trip
how are u guys??
miss the moment that we stay together,and now i know how precious it is
thanks 4 appearing and coloring my life(not only in my uni life,*winks*)
appreciate it so much~
(well,should post 1 full post as my appreciation towards my friends 2 show my sincerity,LOL!its gonna be a long post i guess)

and 4 those following my blog,u are given reward/privilege for knowing 1 important update from me,haha
which not really much people know about this
and things that i dont really wanna share with a lot of people currently

which is the job that i am having right now
basically,i applied this job 3 weeks ago,and i started 2 work since last 2 weeks
well,basically i choose financial planner as my career
and let me explain what a financial planner is and what they do

financial planner is a planner for personal finance till cooperate finance
for me who is still new in this career,risk management is my focus
where this will go through by each of every financial planner
which is planning personal finance thru insurance(protection)
so in this part,my work is to help client go thru their insurance
and we analyse the policy that client has and explain 2 him/her
then from there we find out problem and give suggestions to client
so in the end,we will suggest suitable insurance with most affordable premium but high coverage within client's needs
it sounds like an insurance agent right?

the MAIN difference is a normal insurance agent will only sell 1 company products
BUT in my company,we have 8 different insurance companies partner with us
so,my suggestions to client will be more neutral as we will compare between 8 companies and choose the most suitable 1 for client
so it is unlike an insurance agent that will only provide 1 company products.
so that's the difference!

u might be very curious,how come i explain my job scope until so detail
cuz when i explained 2 people,people will have wrong perception that financial planner=insurance agent
yes,there might have some agents wanna argue that they also take papers 2 be licensed financial planner
but still in the end,they sell 1 company products.
so,......
btw,no offence here to anyone seriously.

anyway,my focus will shift to investment part when i am mature in risk management.
so this is my planning for my future career.=)
a very detail 1 huh?hahaha..
because only specific goals will drive you to success!

so u!that read this,dun come and ask me am i an insurance agent and stuffs like this.
i am tired 2 explain the same things again and again for those who have wrong perception on this.
anyway,talk to the end,i also haven introduce my company yet,hahaha..
my company name is VKA~
we have official website that u can visit~www.vka.com.my
and come like our page in https://www.facebook.com/VKA.Wealth.Planners.Sdn.Bhd to get useful financial tips from experienced one..*winks*
and u may come and look for me if u wanna have personal financial planning,i am willing to assist u =)

still reading?thx 4 ur patience for reading it till the end,hahaha..
love yea,hehe~

pen off.


-jane-

PS:sorry for not updating blog for such a long time~

Monday, June 4, 2012

graduated~~

well,finally graduated from UTAR!!
it has been about 1 month since my last final till now..
well,should have get myself a job~~

planned to gather with friends in kl b4 i get a job
but somehow i din get a good response from my gang
kinda upset and disappointed
别人用冷屁股来贴我的热脸
damn sien!!
its ok if they dun really take it as an important 1
just that we might not have so much chance 2 gather anymore..

and 1 thing that i ever wonder
will my frens 4get me if i am not around them for too long?
i think the possibility is quite high
no matter what,i still need 2 continue my life~
gambateh!!

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

phuket放宝记

终于毕业了!
等等,真的毕业了吗?成绩都还没出来~哈哈

不管了,考试后。。
一群人疯狂唱k到半夜
然后吹水到3点多才回家
真是难忘的一次!

然后在16号那天,就搭12.40pm的飞机到phuket
本人拍的照片不多~所以在这随便po觉得漂亮的照片,哈哈


patung in Patong,Phuket =)

我四天之旅的roomate



我的脚好多鱼哦~〉。〈




这个背景多了一些东西 >.<



最后在飞机上继续和她谈心事
觉得一个小时的飞机好快过哦~哈哈

memorable trip~
谢谢你们!!
到现在我对这个trip的印象还很深刻,历历在目!

-jane-