Sunday, September 30, 2012

running

today when the clock strikes at 5am,my phone alarm rang
i woke up and sneeze it,delayed to rang after another 10 mins
i am actually struggling hard to think of wanna jog in the very early morning or not
when its 5.20am,i decided to wake up and just go to practice for my nike run

actually in my mind,my "dont want" is more than "want"
but in the end,i choose to wake up
because i know if i did not go today,i will regret

so went to bukit tuanku to meet up my friend and a few runners to run double uphill
but i am almost cramped just in the beginning of the run
they taught me how to stretch my legs to prevent cramp
and 1 of the runners,wendy decided to run 7km with me
cuz i wore the wrong shoes to run and it's dangerous to run 10km with them >.<
feel so paiseh for them~=S

and i realized something in my run
my friend told me i got cramp because my running method wrong
so he taught me the right way to run
after that i try 2 practice myself which make my legs wont get cramp easily
when i started to used to the right way to run(i think la)
i ran with my eyes focus on an object as my goal
to stay consistent and strong to continue running
and i found that it is easier to run with an object being focused

and this all thought apply back to my career currently.
hope i can catch the same feeling as in the running to apply in my career.
i know i can do it!gambateh~~~!

pen off.

-jane-


Sunday, September 23, 2012

destiny?!?

今天终于忍不住放声大哭
近期来所累积的负面情绪把我给推倒了
跌在地上的感觉真的很痛!
痛得爬不起来了
是我不原意还是真的没有力气爬起来了?

今天哭了很久,哭着在电话里和2个同事诉苦
我知道哭是一种发泄
可是哭完,又能怎样?
问题还是存在着
这个到底是不是我想要的?
经过今天的实验,我得到了我的答案
就是。。
继续为我的梦想奋斗!
虽然这条路不好走,
不过我相信我可以走出一片天
只要我肯改变,everything is possible!
谢谢这本名叫“改变,人生才会有机会”的书
是它点醒了我

90的我,做什么事情都要别人推一下才会动
这真的是让我身边的人很头痛
因为我知道不是每个人都会为我推一把
就算愿意推我一把的人,他们可以推得了多久?
我知道我必须要学习独立
因为我也不想成为我身边人的负担
我需要的是时间!
so,please don't hesitate to push me if u willing to!

给自己的话:take charge of your own destiny!!


pen off.

-jane-

ps: can feel that my leader started to hate me,scold me every day like a routine.sometimes i din mean to make him mad,but i just did >.<" sorry!