friends

wat is meant by a friend??
4 me,fren is a person that know you...
accompany u when u r alone...
face the problem 2gether with u when u get trouble..
share laughing points with u so that u happy always..
be a listener of yours when u feel sad...
give u suggestions when u feel confused...
this is called a best friend...
do u have such friend??

i am so glad that i hv best friends like that...
but 1 of them is so busy until i dun really contact her...
another 1 really close enough since she is so free recently...
i am so glad and feel lucky 2 hv such frens..
i am so touched 2 watever things that u all done 2 me...

especially ks...
thanks 4 accompany me 2 watch movie 2day...
although u dun hv the mood 2 watch...
and i cant help u when u hv been distracted in the cinema...
i am so sorry...
i feel so touched....THanK yOu!!!
i dun hv other fren that really spend time with me...
feel like crying cuz 2 touched d..T.T(haha)

is it only libraian will know wat a libraian think...
and wat a libraian want??
i hv strong agreement with that...
but i dunno wat u all think...
4 example,i hv a good fren in somewhere else...
but she is so strange recently....
she rejected me when ever i call her out...
and i tell u wat...
i feel tired listening the rejection again and again and again...
wat i get is disappointed feeling only...
do u know wat is "disappointment"??
i am really enough about this..
well,am i an annoying person??
does she feel that her fren(me) is really disturbing her...
i am so sorry if i am...
dun worry then..i wont disturb,annoy and distract u anymore..
unless there is an important thing...
cuz i am not really a fren of her..may be....
i dunno...i dun hv idea about that...
so,the conclusion is libraian only know libraian mind..hehe..

programming(test and assignment)

erm..having programming test 2day....
haiz...i tell u wat..
i dun hv time 2 finish all the questions...
when the lecturer said...
"u hv 15 minutes more!!"...
and u guess until which part i do...
i am still in question 1...
quite swt....
i myself oso got shocked...
cuz i am lack of time...
erm...we hv 2 questions 4 the test...
and 1st question is a long question..
and 2nd question has (a),(b) and (c)....
and i used 15 minutes 2 finish up my rest of the question...
wooo...
feel that 1 hour is so short...
seriously felt time passes through so fast...
cant believe it..

and after that,we hv assignment discussion...
related 2 programming oso...=.="
erm...we thought we can finish the coding this afternoon...
but u know 1 la...
that is no perfection in this world..
and there is always unexpected things 2 happen...
we hv 5 members...
one not coming..cuz she need 2 go seremban..
so left 4 of us...
then...can be said that everyone has their own plan d...
shopping la,hang out with frens la...
so many reasons...
and the conclusion is...
we haven finish our coding till now...
haiz...i always face last minutes work...
it is kinda suffer....

x(y+z)=xy+xz
programming(test+assignment)
=programming test+programming assignment
=suffer

and my frens say...
my blog is full of my skul journey..
on how my test goes..
how cham in my assignment...
and bla bla bla...
yea..i admit that...
cuz i am really busy in my 2nd sem...
busy until half life left...
no choice la....
uni life is like that 1...

MeRRy ChriStmAs!!

MerrY Christmas,everyone!!!^.^
they say christmas is the most enjoyable day in a year..
is it true??
i hv no idea...
but i can feel that pj and kl has the feel of christmas..
on 24 dec..
when i juz stepped into my skul...
i saw a person wearing the red santa claus cap...
after that,i saw more and more...
everywhere u go,u will see a least 1 of them is wearing that..
i dun hv that cap..
but saw so many ppl wearing that...
suddenly feel that i oso wan 2 own 1...

wooh...
a lot of tests and assignment b4 christmas...
but most of them hv passed over..
yippy...
is quite a good news 2 me..
erm...still left the most important assignment..
which is the programming assignment...
i can said that this assignment is the most tough assignment in this sem..
and the due date is almost around the corner...
is 31 dec....(new year eve)..
then only we can celebrate new year..haha...
quite stress with that assignment lo..
cuz the progress is 2 slow..
we haven complete our coding yet...
and if complete d,dunno whether it is work r not...
haiz....tough...tough...tough...
and i hv 2 more tests 2 go...
which is the programming test 2 and writing 4 sc test...
and after that,we hv our revision..
and oso our final tests....

suddenly feel that time passes by so fast...
and another few months more..
i will graduate my foundation in sc...
and continue with my degree...
wooh...can the time slow down plz....??

haiz..fast or slow...
enjoy or suffer...
we hv 2 continue our life journey..
so,at here..
wish everyone can hv a nice day every day..
finally.Merry Christmas....and a happy new year!!!

The talkshow

last monday is my big day..kaka..
y i say so??
cuz i got my public speaking presentation that day..
guess wat my topic is???


IS...........
Gender Identity Disorder...
is something like "ah gua" and tomboy....
wooh....and its over...yippy...
get praised by our tutor,Ms Lisa...
cuz we handle it well..
hehe....

and we hv 2 groups presenting that day...
one is my girl power group(hehe...) and another 1 is boys group...
their topic is on how 2 be a billionare...
and their guests r bill gates,donald trumps,lim kok thay and...
the hong kong artist...michelle reis....
quite a funny talkshow...
when Michelle reis starts come in and crap...
haha...












the boys group..
The host,Afiq,donald,lim kok thay,bill gates and michelle reis...















eunice and michelle reis...
see carefully....michelle reis's earings is so loooong...















class rep,samantha and michelle reis..















cindy and michelle reis....
who is more pretty??










the whole presentation groups that day...
aiya,half of my face kena blocked...X.x
and the middle 1 with a sweet smile...
is our tutor...Ms Lisa..















finally,my group members....





-The End-

almost blind...

well,i felt blur when seeing something recently...
really cant see clearly lo..
and my parents r damn save money...
i remember that specs...
i changed it in form 1...
until now...is oredi 5 years...
can be said so...haha...

damn long time ago rite?
and i juz go 4 my eyes checking juz now...
and the person said that...
erm...i dunno wat we call that in eng..
but is light reflect gua....
is 100..
b4 that i dun hv 1..
after 5 years din check..
is obviously like that 1 la..
the person say so...
firstly,the person ask me..
how long u din check ur eyes d??
and i am so sia sui and damn paiseh 2 say..."5 years"..
and the person said.."wah...so kua zhang??"
and i am damn shy and look at my parents...
omg...wat i can say is my parents really save their money...

and now,i am going 2 get it next week...
kaka...everyone sure wondering rite??
wat will i look if i wear the new spec...hehe..
well,try 2 post up my pic lo...haha..

a relax day??

2mr is holiday....
so,i rushed back from pj 2day...
4 wat??since 2mr need 2 go back 2 pj again...
well...
my reason is i can on9..
i can search info 4 my talkshow...
i wont feel lonely loh...
well,this time my roomate will feel that..
i am not purposely la...
but juz becuz i love klang badly gua...
i felt so sorry 4 my roomate too..
but i think is juz a few hours only la if she slept a lot..
cuz she din sleep last night...
cuz she is trying 2 finish her report...
damn hardworking rite??haha...

well,half of my sem has juz passed...
this week is oredi week 9...
i hv few more weeks 2 go..
then i will hv my final...
b4 my finals,i hv 2 face another 4 tests..
quite suffer oso...
and summore i hv lots of replacement classes...
i am going 2 crazy cuz of this...
i will hv my math test next wed...X.X
so,pray hard 4 me yea...
so that i can pass with flying colors..haha...
another 3 tests are physics,chemistry and writing 4 sc...
T.T....
hope that i can handle it...
signing off!!

relax sunday

having relax sunday 2day...
not doing any homework...keke...
juz hanging out with my frens...
2 watch movie..hehe..
guess wat i watch??
is madagascar 2....
i rate 8.5/10 4 this movie..
damn funny...
erm...i know this movie has out 4 so long..
and i now only watch it..
watever lah...
got watch it then is gud enough..kaka...
enjoy it very much....
















having lunch b4 the movie...
ate mac d with my frens...
and my bro 2...
well,quite enjoy...

erm..conclusion..
thanks 2 my frens...
that watch movie with me..
and shop with me...
who r ks,cl and ron...hehe...

To:"she"

finished my public speaking test 2day...
feel relax after this....
rush come back 2 klang..
and i hv my lunch in klang....
on9 straight away after finish my lunch...
checking mail...
as usual...
do the necessary things that i do every weekend...
read others blog and post a new post of mine...
may b this hv been turn 2 a habit of mine...
read others blog....
read blogs....seriously can improve my vocabulary...
and know other ppl more...
r u can say me "ba gua"....
i thought i will very happy in this weekend...

but,it juz destroyed my happy moments....
as i read "her" blog...
she said that she is disappointed in me..
i oso disappointed in "her" as well....
well...she said she always argue with her bf cuz of me??
i prefer alone then....
so that i dun destroy ur love journey...
i dun like 2 break others relationship...
although i dislike and hate loneliness enough..
but i more hate breaking ppl relationship...
u can juz leave me alone...
u may do that...
cuz i may b can communicate with classmates better...
i dun wan 2 hv 1 fren only....
she can chit chat with classmates...
i oso wan 2 chit chat...
juz i cant find the right time..
2 substitute me,myself into it...

u can say me strange enough....
cuz i cant juz so easily b friendly 2 others in a short time...
in secondary skul, i oso like that...
after noe them 4 may b a year...
only i can join them ...
now,is worst...
juz a few months...
i really need time.....

besides,i admit that i did the wrong thing 2 "her"..
cuz i hv the habit of reading other blogs...
so,i juz cant control that...
but, i promise i wont take ur "thing" 4 no reason anymore....
ya,4 "her",she thinks that i am bad enough...
plz 4give m3 4 not tolerant with "her"...
cuz i dun really hv experience 2 stay with some1 else....
in the same room b4....
since i am the only girl in my home...
i used 2 be sleep alone....
since i am small...
so,suddenly a person juz come in......
i really feel strange....
and i know i hv 2 used 2 it next time...
but i really need a lot of time 2 use 2 it....

so,juz hopefully "she" will sit beside her bf....
when ever she has chance....
i wont comment anything....
is juz some1 else mouth itchy...
will try 2 say that "she" is ignoring me....
i dun mind...
i really dun like 2 break other relationship....
and i noe her relationship now....
the timing has break her previous relationship....
so,i dun wan 2 be a cause 4 them...
i dun wan 2 be a "breaker"...
she may juz ignore me....
since she know me not more than 1 year...
not as her other frens...
i am not declaring that she is not a good fren...
she is a good fren...
is juz i dunno how 2 maintain this relationship....
i am so lausy in my communication....

may be we can be a very very gud fren...
cuz i hv experience that i hv many unhappy things with my best fren b4..
but,at last,we r good frens now...and 4ever...
cuz there is a such quotation said that...
"after an argument with frens,u will noe more about each other"
and will not repeat that again....
i hope this argument can make us become best frens....

Chemistry Day

2day is really a special day..
cuz all of my classes 2day is related 2 chemistry...
erm...
1stly,i hv my chemistry tutorial..
after that,i hv chemistry pratical...
where we carry out our experiment...
then we hv a replacement class of chemistry lecture..
this looks wonderful rite??
i dun think so...
quite tiring..
facing the same subject 4 the whole day..
hence,2day can be said is CHEMISTRY DAY!!
kaka...

currently rushing 4 a written assignment 4 public speaking..
hv 2 pass up 2mr...
but still nothing is produced until now..
dieing....T.T
really tired..
still gathering the info..
amazing rite??
haha...
last minute work is like that 1 la..
some of my partners seem like ntg happen..
still relaxing hving their lunch...
hey,gals!!!!
we need 2 pass up 2mr in the public speaking tutorial leh!!
get a bit frustrated d...haiz...
hopefully can finish it!!!

Loneliness

2day class start at 9am...
and guess wat time i reach my skul..
about 8am i think....
cuz i thought 2day will got heavy traffic jamp...
there is...but not in klang...
is in pj...surprising right??
erm..i quite surprise oso...
so,i put my car in front of my hostel 1st...
then walk go 2 the skul.....
cuz park in jaya 1,building opposite the building need 2 pay.....X.X..
anyway,walk is better..
is a type of exercise oso 4 me...

loneliness is always surround me....
2day,drive alone...
come 2 skul alone...
eat breakfast alone....
walk 2 classroom oso alone...
ALONE..ALONE..ALONE....
HATE it a lot....
but no choice...
i realize that when i hate it more...
it will surround u more and more and more...
haiz.........
having public speaking test this saturday...
haven study yet....X.X
however,u must pray hard 4 me....
kaka...
tataz!!