sad

i am not going back this week
this is reali my 1st time not going back at the weekend
and i start 2 miss home d
so,i called back home juz now
and chat with my mum and bro

from the chatting..
i only knew from my bro
that my mum and my 2 bros have fallen sick
then i called my bro 2 pass the phone 2 my mum
then after i hear her sound
i can feel my heart pains
when i talked 2 her..
i try 2 control my tears from dropping down
i reali feel sad cuz i cant help them
and i am not around them
haiz!!

ps:i got serious homesick!!