静思书轩

found a good place 2 study 2day
is in bukit tinggi~behind giant there
there is a shop lot named 静思书轩
quite peace cuz very less people there
and its a place 4 us 2 study/read book/relax

the bar~






静思茶（乌龙茶）


my cup of tea XD


the packet with meaningful words on it


and my messy revision material on the table

this is under the organization of 慈济
it sells things that made from recycled material
it also sells related books
so come support them~~

time passed by so fast when studying there
1 more day left~!>.<"
alright,hv 2 pen off now

ps:mood very down now,due to FE..zzz

study week

2day is tuesday
gona start my 1st final paper in 3 more days
stress!!!!

every day i ask myself
wat hv i studied 2day~
and end up i realized my progress is so slow
cuz a lot of time wasted
due to some personal issue
i cant back 2 setapak 2 study
i juz can stay at home and study
but too bad tat a lot of distractions at home
haiz,i know i am bangau-ing

i agree that stress is wat we create ourselves
when we think of the uncertainty in future
stress comes~
but how come my stress cant become my motivation?
hate myself 4 being slumber-ing these few days
zzz...
somebody plz scold me plz
and i need MOTIVATION to study!!

when u on fb,u will see a lot of ppl commenting the same thing as me
its so suffering!!
everyone get bored and tired in preparing finals
same goes to me..>.<

alright,stop bangau-ing!!
take charge!!
got to back to study~
all the best 2 everyone tat gona take finals soon
(including me!)hehe

pen off.

good and bad news

woah~finally i finished all my assignments
wat a relieve~~~
and i got 1 good news and 1 bad news now

good news:
my besties,ks back from kedah!!!
"Welcome back,ks!!" ..LOL~
and we are going 2 sing k later~
yeah,cant wait 4 it!>.<""
long time din enjoy d
should shout out all my negative feelings later
so tat i can continue study with a nice mood..

bad news:
final is around the corner,zzz
can start counting down d..
7 days left,and i wasted 1 day 2 enjoy myself
oh no~!
i muz fully utilized my another 6 days
yeah,i can do it!gambateh!!!
(some sort of self motivating..ignore this plz)

all the best 2 all the utarians!!
and wish u,yeah U hv a nice day ahead~hehe

pen off.

ps:knew my fren got stress out due 2 assignment,if i am the 1 who make her stress out
i am sorry~i din mean it!sumimasen~

tiring

finally i finished my tests in this sem
so happy that i finished it
but whats the outcome,i reali cant imagaine it >.<""
slept abt 5 hours per day for few days
which make me reali tired~
accompany my brother 2 pc fair..
wasted my whole day
now left 2 assignments 2 be submitted
due date:this friday~
wat a tiring week!!

and 2day is AS students turn 2 register for next sem subject
this time i am not so lucky like last sem
which i can gao dim within 10 minutes
due 2 i have class going on
so i called my housemate,cheau kim 2 help me up
thanks a lot!!^^
plan 2 take 6 subjects
but fail 2 register 2 of the subjects
haiz~just wait for next sem and settle la
dun wan bother so much d

&& i have done 1 of the assigment(i mean my part)
then got another 1 2 go
but i am so lazy 2 do right now!LOL
OMG!!can anyone help me plz?

time to pack my things 2 go home =)
pen off.

1 more week 2 go

how lifeless my life is
still got another week
then it is officially end of this semester
BUT i still got 2 tests 2 go
and 2 assignment 2 pass up b4 this sem ends
oh no!!emotionally imbalance
other course frens enjoying
and yet we are suffering here!!
WHY??

having my calculus test 2 next monday
and financial economics test 3 next tuesday >.<""
and 2 more assignment due date on next friday
even the last week also busy..zzz
and i hv 2 accompany my bro 2 KLCC
2 buy his laptop and my frens stuffs too
hopefully i manage 2 finish my study
gambateh!!!!

and something out of topic~haha
1 of my dad collections..lol
"Gold Label Reserve"
duno whether this is limited edition or not
i know there is green label,black label
but this is the 1st time i see gold label
whisky is it?i duno..i dun drink alcohol~hehe



closer look~
sorry,i know its blur..

alright,off to study~=)

monday blue

monday blue~~~

something happened 2day
which make me think a lot
i dun understand y?
y my frens treat me tat way?
giving suggestion,but end up dun plan 2 accept
then y call me 2 suggest?

all the time being the follower
cuz i scared hated by my frens 4 doing wrong decision
wat my frens say,i agree(although sometimes dun reali agree)
agree them as long as they like and happy
i dun wan 2 hurt them
as i know the feeling of being hurt
how pain is that..
end up i being hurt all the time

i keep quiet although i am being hurt
cuz is pointless 2 tell it out
if u tell it out,rapport being destroyed
thats all..so,it is worthless 2 do so

for those who know me 4 long time..
u know i changed especially behaviour
of cuz its a positive changes
which i am amazed by myself too
and i know myself well..
there is still some bad attitude on me
as no one is perfect in this world

if i hurt u,do tell me
if i got bad attitude that u cant stand,do tell me
i will try 2 change and improve myself 2 be a better one

what i wan is care from frens..
am i greedy?

pen off.

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happy april fool

yeah,it's april fool 2day!!
hv u been fooled by anyone??
i am being fooled once 2day =.=
sumore being fooled by lecturer..OMG!!
2day as usual,we have class at 9am
when lecturer started the class,he told 2 take 1 piece of paper out
and called us 2 do the question in lecture note as a quiz for us
and he told us 2 pass up in 5 minutes times
so we very gan jiong 2 seach 4 the answer
after that when times up,he called us 2 exchange answer with fren beside
then we juz mark lo
when finish marking..
we heard "happy april fool" from him~=.=
argh,then we know we kena d..@.@

my very 1st time being fooled by lecturer tat way
thanks to Dr Chua KC~~

and last but not least,happy april fool!!

pen off.
ps:manage 2 fool 1 person 2day,hehe(due 2 my imbalance emotion)

你是谁？

我越来越不认识你
你不再是我认识的你
感觉从熟悉变陌生

是时候自我反省
到底是谁的问题

sing kkk~~

yesterday went 2 sing k with pmp gangs
basically their initial plan is 2 sing k in midnight of tuesday
or should we consider as early morning of wednesday
after tat it has changed 2 wednesday evening
end up we sang from 5pm-9pm+buffet
costs us RM25.50 each person
which i feel quite reasonable

i reached there at 6pm
thanks 2 zheng yang!!
hv 2 wait him finish presentation 1st
as usual,i am the only girl in tat gang
my voice cant fight with them la >.<""
and few of us kena record video in their phone =X
swt dao...
and thanks god it is posted in closed group..haha

anyway,a nice gathering with them!!
paiseh,no photo available in this post

pen off.

cheng b'day celebration

had a belated b'day celebration for ah cheng last tuesday
in midvalley,旧相好~~


karen and i went there late,cuz we hv meetings
and other went there earlier for almost 2 hours
thanks for waiting us!>.<||
we straight when there 2 prepare after buying cake
the oreo cheese cake


the huge b'day card


and also her pressie
the key!!


and we decorate it into this~

its look more like propose purpose more than surprise b'day celebration..kaka


b'day girl and me


group photo by using steron's instant mini~
but dun like the gal tat takes for us
shooting without counting 1,2,3
and i personally dun like her as well
cuz i think she din respects me
bad service i got from her
which make my mood become so down in the beginning

but i like the environment there
the decoration there..



the cards tat played b4 during kids time


u even can see old style telephone there

this place refresh back all my memories when i am still a kid

the sacks with rice in it
i seriously din play this b4!!


u know this?=)


and this!!i like this candy so much~~

well,gotta end this post with a group photo
1st time editting this :X
not reali satisfy,haha

friendship 4ever~

pen off.

hostel cleaning

finished 1 of the 3 tests 2day
the thing tat i can say is..
i tried my best~

and i am quite satisfied with wat i hv done in my hostel*hehe*
i swept the floor
i mopped the floor
i threw the rubbishSS
cuz we hv roaster 2 follow
everyone takes turn 2 do the cleaning
and i in-charge of mondays
but seem like no one follow the roaster except me >.<||
the floor is like few months din mopped i guess
(hopefully my guess is wrong)

i throw rubbish every monday
and the rubbish is thrown once a week
OMG!!!!!
the whole week rubbish never been thrown since last week i threw it
how irresponsible are the people?!?!haiz...
i almost vomit when i washed the rubbish bin tat contain dirty water inside
tat is extremely dirty and disgusting!!!
i dun hope there is a next time anymore!!
seriously beh tahan~~

alright,i am bangau-ing
i shall stop this..
at least i did my part =)

should proceed 2 my next mission d
STUDY!!!
2 tests waiting for me this friday man~
i shall gambateh gambateh gambateh!!!

and lastly,my prayer to japan here~
should appreciate with what we have now~~

pen off.

random update

will have calculus test on next monday
but i am going 2 pj utar campus for free talk on sunday
which is 1 day b4 my test
omg!!i think i am crazy..LOL
since i hv registered 4 the talk,i will go
the thing that i can do now is manage my time well
and study whenever i can b4 sunday
hopefully i can finish the revision b4 sunday
god bless me please~~*pray*

and 2day,attended the actuarial career talk
the content is abt actuarial field only
wat i expect to know is not discussed
which make me quite disappointed
but at least i know some stuffs abt actuary
*self comforting* swt!!

and lastly thanks 2 danny chan 4 the ride!!=)
gona back to study d
pen off.

happy day

2day i had my micro midterm
and it contains only 4 questions
so i finished it quite early
my lecturer saw me doing ntg thr
then ask me whether i finish d ar
after i nodded head,he asked me 2 let him see my answer =.=||
and he glance thru my answers
he put a cross on my Q2
then i know i did wrongly for Q2
so i rubbed off the answers
and write the new 1..
after writing finish,times up!>.<||

after discussion,still found out tat i did wrongly
but heard tat is acceptable..duno how..zzz
quite happy cuz my lecturer at least point my out my mistake
and gave me 2nd chance 2 answer
although i did wrongly also..swt!

and i applied my quote again 2day..LOL
"every problem has a solution.every solution begins with ME!"
basically,we got rubbish accumulated for 4-5 days
is reali omg~~smelly!!
sumore got lots of small flies flying over..yucks!disgusting!!
so ended up,with my help of my cousin
we pack the rubbish properly and throw it away
wooh!!problem solved~~haha

i seem crazy -.-
anyway,sorry for the boring post tat w/o picture 2day

pen off.

ms janice wedding dinner

went to ms janice wedding dinner yesterday
i am so kelam kabut yesterday >.<
i juz dun understand y i cant wear jeans 2 wedding dinner
easier 4 me wat XD
i am being persuaded by my frens that..
i should wear at least a dress 2 this type of occassion
hv 2 wear dress haven enough yet
being mumbling by my frens
u should make up..=.=||

ok lo,ended up i juz put on foundation and lipstick
thanks 2 cheng,yl,XL and aileen 4 helping me >.<
and i being suan-ed by the guys all the way 2 the restaurant
swt dao..!!
feel like crying when saw all those guys wear until so casual
how come i wear until so formal?=.=
tats y i being suan-ed!@.@
yl told me tat u will be normal when reached there
cuz everyone there wear quite formal
yes,it is true XD


the place tat we have the wedding dinner
this is the way i introduce it XD


we are in table no 13!!
mun hoe so like 2 be background,let it be la!haiz..LOL

what they did when they are waiting 4 food?
playing with handphone for sure




when jiunn wait until so sien,suddenly go cubit wesley XD
end up wesley got 1 black green spot on his hand
he so beh syok and request me 2 take the evidence down..lol

wesley:"nah!evidence!!" LOL


ladies in table no 13 <3
ms lok and ms esther..
they are utar staffs from kampar~friendly!


ms janice~

during the dinner,digi and wesley-the sing song lover
never miss the chance 2 show off their singing skill
they went up 2 the stage and sang finally,haha
where ever got mic,where ever got their voices


choosing their song


the big group photo~~


table no 13 de!!haha


anyway,they say ms lok and me look alike
wat do u think?haha
somebody from kampar told me the same thing also XD

wat a tired day~
reached home abt 11.30pm.

lastly,best wishes 2 ms janice and her husband~sweet sweet 4ever o!!

pen off.

problem solving

had my iam test 2day
it was really terrible
and i dun wan 2 discuss abt it
my mood changed after test
which i thought i can go eat korean food with my gang
but i cant...
i dun wan my frens 2 suffer...
looking at my black face the whole outing
therefore,i decided 2 ffk them
sorry gals 4 everything~~
being quiet and moodless is wat i will do
when i am totally collapse

after i reached the bus waiting area
suddenly i dun feel like wana go back home
i juz sat there and duno wat 2 do
i started 2 call my best fren..
2 tell out my problems and feelings
at that moment,i feel so relax
finally i can express out my emo-ness
thanks yea,ks!!<3

and 1 thing that i hv learnt and i got chance 2 apply 2day
which is..
every problem has a solution
every solution begins with ME
if there is misunderstanding..
take ur 1st step 2 solve it
or else the problem will be there forever
feel so calm after solving the problem..haha

seems like many problems solved 2day.=)

pen off.

no problem,no FUN

i got test this friday again
and i duno wat happen 2 me
i juz got a lot of troubles b4 my test
my mind will somehow become negative
and start bangau-ing =.=||
i just hate that

alright,maybe u will start asking
what is bangau?
erm...
basically there is a malay song
where the character,bangau blame this
and this blame that
is actually finger pointing and blaming each other
actually bangau is giving excuses
something like tat

this is wat i learn on last sat
where i went 2 attend take charge programme in utar pj campus
is a motivating self programme
and i learned a lot of things from rizal-nlp coach
so "STOP bangau-ing!!" become my quote d
another quote that is quite meaningful is..
"no problem,no FUN"
so,dun blame when things happen
cuz u are the 1 who choose it


this is the number of ppl who attend tat day

anyway,i realized this cant be apply on everyone i guess
(rizal gona say me bangau if he saw this)
maybe i am busybody+ tat person mood not reali good
i am being treated badly by tat person
which i really angry!
so i block tat person temporarily..XD

anyway,i am trying 2 join some programmes 2 make myself positive
and i think i am in the right track =)
i think i hv changed!!XD
do u realize tat?@.@
haha

pen off.

kepong steamboat记

should be in the study mood now
although it is raining now
rain rain go away,
i wana go pasar malam.
long time din go sri rampai pasar malam d..
cant wait for it

anyway,finally we have our pmp post mortem meeting
so hard 2 gather them 2gether
cuz everyone have different timetable
so yesterday,after meeting
we went to kepong 2 eat steamboat buffet+bbq
so crazy right?
setapak also got japan 23 la
y wana go kepong so far?
i also duno,haha
cuz 2 of my frens staying there
and there suggest steamboat there
开心steamboat铁板烧
so,we juz went on like this

all of us are super duper full!!
like no nid money 1,non stop eating
when everyone is full,digi came out and shout"25!25!25!"
haha,cuz each person have 2 pay RM25++
and i am very satisfy eating there
cuz i ate bbq seafood!wakaka
ate bbq scallop,river snail and smthg like xiham
big hard shell de,i duno wats that call XD
wat i know is very nice,haha

u can see how big the shell is when compare 2 the small bowl beside

nice gathering!*thumbs up*
sit down and eat,after tat laugh all the way when eating
thanks 2 the joker,digi
non stop saying that his voice is nice actuali
so funny!lol
sumore become our radio on the way back setapak..haha
he wants 2 go sing k so badly!
should find a time let him go sing 99..kaka
glad 2 know this crazy gang anyway,lol

pen off.

lazy-ing

juz back from a dinner with php frens
being tired 2 listen dragon story from the driver XD
i would say he so geng leh..
wat also can crap!tak boleh tahan!
anyway,i hate him non stop boom-ing me >.<||

anyway,find myself very free currently
oh no,this is a bad sign 4 me!
i am lazy-ing!!
but i reali wat should i do now
relaxing~
later or sooner gona suffer soon..
pasar malam~pasar malam!
looking forward 2 it *hehe*

pen off

klang eating trip

had 2 tests last friday
*skip the test part*hehe
and after tests..
XL,yuen ling,cheng and me follow mun go back puchong
2 take car to klang!
2 eat seafood!!
initial plan is to go Boston
but heard that hv 2 wait very long
so we changed our plan 2 telok gong again
the same place that we went last time
椰花园

mun mun~


XL


yuen ling


cheng


and ugly me >.<""

we have snack b4 the food came

we have

prawn in coconut


tauhu kang


nestum sotong


kum heong crabbie

group photo..blur 1 =.=

after that XL and cheng stayed overnight at my home
chatted a lot~LOL
the next day,yuen ling and i brought them 2 eat bat kut teh
we ate in 毛山稿 bat kut teh in pandamaran~
which introduced by my fren
cuz i never eat at there b4


not bad..i like it

for the afternoon 1,brought them to jusco
eat ice!!!

the big pot wok..
mango flavour ice cream on top with strawberry based


this is watermelon flavour ice cream+chocolate based
nice nice!!

and i sent them back 2 ktm station around 5pm
ate so much these 2 days
fat jor lu >.<||
end of the story,haha

pen off.