moody monday

such a moody day 2day...
cant concentrate on what i study...
really cant study at home...
cuz got the presence of TV with ASTRO summore...
computer with internet summore...
these 2 r distract me enough...
gosh...
cant continue in this way anymore..
must do something 2 it...
if not,my result will be.....haiz...

who found the solution 2 solve this problem??
can u tell me plz....
lots of rewards r waiting 4 u if ur idea is good enough...kaka...
hope that cny can come faster..
cant wait edy...
but hope finals can come slower..
not ready yet...
haven study finish single subject oso..T.T
wat a sad news...

i think ktar students r more suffer...
they face finals now....
but i think is a good thing..
cuz they can really enjoy their cny...
so envy them.....*.*

erm..
lastly..
hopefully all of my ktar frens really do well in their finals...
gambateh....
"if i think i can,i can"
wat a lausy quotation...haha..
but it makes sense..hehe..
signing off..

to:ks and cl

erm..my frens...
ks and cl....
i am so sorry that i am so emotional last night....
i juz cant accept it at that time...
so,i juz wrote something in my blog...
wrote thoughts that appears in my mind....
actuali i need some time 2 let my sadness disappear from my mind...
1 day.......
1 day is enough 2 let me 2 do so....
i wont angry my fren that long...
if i angry him r her more than 1 day..
it means that he r she did a big mistake..
thats y i will need more time 2 "digest" it...

well,we know each other since form 1....
until now,it is almost 6 years..
and i dun hope our friendship has a full stop there...
may be we can treat this event as a test 4 our friendship...
and,dun worry...............
it juz may be an injury in our friendship.......
and it may cure back somehow........
juz like when our hand get injured.....
and plama in our body...
will help 2 stop the flow of blood from blood bleeding...
time is the plasma...

nvm,i will forgive u all....
hopefully we can prove that...
friendship forever is possible in our lives......

heart broken

this is the first time,i was hurt by my frens so badly...
summore is my best frens...
they say i change d...
i change until so cruel...so scary...
is it true??
i admit that i really care about how others think about me...
i really mean it...
so,dun took this as a joke...
this is not funny at all...
dun ever do this again....
i really look serious into my attitude...
how i treat a fren...
how should i do when this and that problems come 2 me..
i really face every thing in my life seriously...
but,of course sometimes i din la..
but dun try 2 judge my attitude...
i din do all these,so,i will never admit...
and dun simply say others like that..
if yes,u tell me..
i will appreciate u..
and i will change my bad attitude..

yaya,u can say me that i am emotional enough...
my frens really know me about this...
about my tears...
she know when i will hv tears...
anything touched,anything sad...
i will drop my tears easily...
i cant control it...
this is my way of expressing feelings...

so,dun try 2 play with my tears....
i dun like it actuali...
dun try 2 challenge me...
i really hate it...seriously...

really heart broken.................................................................
y i am so unlucky....
y this thing happen on me....T.T
i dream oso wont dream that my frens will hurt me like this..
but it happened in reality...
how should i face this problem...
wat should i do??


ps:feeling hopeless!!

week 14 is over...

here come the last week of the study weeks..
week 14...
and obviously week 14 has ended when i write this post...
erm...wat is my feeling 4 this ar??
sad and happy..kaka..
quite complicated rite??
sad,cuz final is coming after this..
happy,cuz i hv finished 2/3 of the foundation of sc..
i have another short sem 2 go...
and i will proceed 2 my degree..
and CNY is coming...
wooh...
i love CNY...
planning 2 go 2 my secondary frens houses..
but dunno whether it really in my plans r not..
hopefully can join them la..~.~

oops..i am out of the topics..
lets come back 2 my study topic..=.="
erm..i tell u wat..
week 14 should be a week where all students start 2 do revision,right?
but,my class is always the weird class...
y i say so??
cuz they r playing poker cards...
kononnya big 2.5...
wat we call in chinese is 'cho dai dee'..
hello...still got another week only cny leh...
dun play it so fast can r not??
but by the way,i oso got join 4 few times la...keke...
u noe y this will happen??
cuz they r influenced by the online games..
viwawa website..
who start 2 play this game in our skul 1st??
erm,actuali can be said is eunice and me...hehe..
but how i know got so big influence in my class..haiz...

this situation will make me think of my secondary skul time...
where b4 SPM...we oso play the full..
not studying at all in the skul..
our purpose 2 go 2 skul b4 SPM is 2 play game...=.="
but i am not involved in the game that crazy that time...
juz play 1 r 2 round like that only..
they played monopoly....
omg,they oso play the full...
and i tell u the miracle is....
all of them who play monopoly..
they get at least 10A's...i think..if i am not mistaken..
god,they r really brilliant...
this is crazy....
1 of them summore get 13A1....
unbelievable rite??but this is truth...

hopefully my classmates(TD11) oso get good results in final...
some of my classmates really crazy with the poker cards d...
they play every day,every time they hv break time...
and sometimes they in the class oso play...
obviously they sit most behind of the class la...
playing poker cards 4 2 hours non stop..i think...
like 2day physics lecture class..
haiz...they really play pokers until 2 over d...
no medicine can cure them oredi...i think...

watever,gud luck in the final 4 the utarians..
and happy coming cny 4 the chineses..:P

sem 2,week 14 in utar

time passes through so fast...
this week is my last week of the sem..
and i will hv 2 weeks break b4 the final tests..
1 week for study week,1 week for cny break...
haiz,2 weeks more..then i will face my tests...
and minus the cny week...
i only hv 1 week++ to study..
and i haven really start yet...
haiz...cham...
can wish me good luck 4 my final tests???plz....

recently crazy with the rubik cube...












this is rubik cube....

i oso dunno y...
i saw most of my frens oso know how 2 play..
so,i wan 2 learn how 2 fix it...
and i success 2 fix a 6-faced with same colour in each side...
on last saturday...yippy..=.="




























i fixed it on saturday..
10 jan 2009..
1.30pm like that...
obviously with the aids of formula la...keke

and i stop playing that...
cuz i feel satisfied oredi...kaka...
may be u dunno wat is that..
nvm,i will upload the sample if i got time..haha...
cuz i am in computer lab now..
no cable 4 me 2 upload that pic...X.X

cny is coming..
cant wait 4 it...
cuz i wan 2 take angpau..
cuz i wan 2 hang out with my frens...
and lots more....
but after cny is a disaster 4 utarians...i think...
cuz we will hv tests every day...no break in btw...X.X
so,wish me good luck!!

headed home late

yesterday have a very late class..
which is 2pm..
and ended late eventually..5.30pm..
after that,eunice and her bf and oso me went 2 sp..
2 watch movie..
"bedtime stories"..
erm..quite a funny movie...
i love the hamster so much..
kinda cute...and his eyes r really weird and funny..
his name is Bugsy..i think...
i rate7.5/10 for this movie...










erm...actuali i dun wan 2 be a light bulb seriously..
but i wan 2 watch "bedtime stories" badly..
and they dun mind i be the source of the night...
so,i went...
ntg 2 buy...
cuz no time 4 us 2 shop...
it closes so early..
b4 we went back,we still manage 2 hv dinner in sushi king...
erm,can be say 1st time go out with eunice...
cuz b4 that we dun hv chance 2 do so...
well,when i reached home...
is oredi 11.40pm..
quite late oredi..
but,nvm...
enjoy anyway...
thanks guys...

happy new year!!

wooh.31 dec 2008..
i go gather with my secondary frens...
not many ppl actuali,cuz is countable juz using ur hands..
eugene,lance,bong,ron,kent,may and me...
erm..i remember is 9++pm..
go mamak stall drink 1st...
crap a lot betul la they all..
haha..^^

after that,go 2 rae house 4 the countdown...
continue crapping in rae house..
then we crap...crap..crap...
from the things and teachers from primary skul...
until the secondary skul..
and then the things happen recently...
kent is the 1 who cant stop talking about the primary skul thingy thing...
when we out of that topic...
kent is the only 1 who always pull us back..
and continue 2 talk primary skul things..
haha...and it happen again and again..
haha...funny...
now i only know kent is the one who really miss the pass time...
me 2 la,k??kaka....
and talk many many things that happen in 4 and 5 saga b4...
well,really great....

11.50pm...
we went out 2 the padang,basketball court....
and ready with the spray...
everyone of us has 2 sprays on the hand...
and count down 4 the last 20 seconds...
10...9...8...7...6...5...4...3...2...1...
and all of us start spraying...
omg,all of us can be say run around the whole court..
chasing each others...
conclusion,lance is the most kolian 1...
cuz he is bully by us 99..
haha...he keeps talking 2 the phone...thats y we chase after him and spray..
the funny part is,he is sambil running sambil talking 2 the phone..
keke...
play the full betul...
enjoy..enjoy...

and continue craping at the basketball court...
we really like 2 crap...seriously..
not really crap oso..
cuz we talk about the study part oso..
after all,i went back home at 12.40am like that...
fetch ah bong go home...
and reach home at 12.50am...
erm,i know i got a bit "soh heng"..
but no choice..
cuz kena scolded by my dad..
watever,enjoy is more important..haha...

lastly,happy new year!!everyone...
hopefully everyone has the new dream,new target and everthing new..
haha,juz kidding...
the most important thing is happy always...
cheer up!!

friends

wat is meant by a friend??
4 me,fren is a person that know you...
accompany u when u r alone...
face the problem 2gether with u when u get trouble..
share laughing points with u so that u happy always..
be a listener of yours when u feel sad...
give u suggestions when u feel confused...
this is called a best friend...
do u have such friend??

i am so glad that i hv best friends like that...
but 1 of them is so busy until i dun really contact her...
another 1 really close enough since she is so free recently...
i am so glad and feel lucky 2 hv such frens..
i am so touched 2 watever things that u all done 2 me...

especially ks...
thanks 4 accompany me 2 watch movie 2day...
although u dun hv the mood 2 watch...
and i cant help u when u hv been distracted in the cinema...
i am so sorry...
i feel so touched....THanK yOu!!!
i dun hv other fren that really spend time with me...
feel like crying cuz 2 touched d..T.T(haha)

is it only libraian will know wat a libraian think...
and wat a libraian want??
i hv strong agreement with that...
but i dunno wat u all think...
4 example,i hv a good fren in somewhere else...
but she is so strange recently....
she rejected me when ever i call her out...
and i tell u wat...
i feel tired listening the rejection again and again and again...
wat i get is disappointed feeling only...
do u know wat is "disappointment"??
i am really enough about this..
well,am i an annoying person??
does she feel that her fren(me) is really disturbing her...
i am so sorry if i am...
dun worry then..i wont disturb,annoy and distract u anymore..
unless there is an important thing...
cuz i am not really a fren of her..may be....
i dunno...i dun hv idea about that...
so,the conclusion is libraian only know libraian mind..hehe..

programming(test and assignment)

erm..having programming test 2day....
haiz...i tell u wat..
i dun hv time 2 finish all the questions...
when the lecturer said...
"u hv 15 minutes more!!"...
and u guess until which part i do...
i am still in question 1...
quite swt....
i myself oso got shocked...
cuz i am lack of time...
erm...we hv 2 questions 4 the test...
and 1st question is a long question..
and 2nd question has (a),(b) and (c)....
and i used 15 minutes 2 finish up my rest of the question...
wooo...
feel that 1 hour is so short...
seriously felt time passes through so fast...
cant believe it..

and after that,we hv assignment discussion...
related 2 programming oso...=.="
erm...we thought we can finish the coding this afternoon...
but u know 1 la...
that is no perfection in this world..
and there is always unexpected things 2 happen...
we hv 5 members...
one not coming..cuz she need 2 go seremban..
so left 4 of us...
then...can be said that everyone has their own plan d...
shopping la,hang out with frens la...
so many reasons...
and the conclusion is...
we haven finish our coding till now...
haiz...i always face last minutes work...
it is kinda suffer....

x(y+z)=xy+xz
programming(test+assignment)
=programming test+programming assignment
=suffer

and my frens say...
my blog is full of my skul journey..
on how my test goes..
how cham in my assignment...
and bla bla bla...
yea..i admit that...
cuz i am really busy in my 2nd sem...
busy until half life left...
no choice la....
uni life is like that 1...

MeRRy ChriStmAs!!

MerrY Christmas,everyone!!!^.^
they say christmas is the most enjoyable day in a year..
is it true??
i hv no idea...
but i can feel that pj and kl has the feel of christmas..
on 24 dec..
when i juz stepped into my skul...
i saw a person wearing the red santa claus cap...
after that,i saw more and more...
everywhere u go,u will see a least 1 of them is wearing that..
i dun hv that cap..
but saw so many ppl wearing that...
suddenly feel that i oso wan 2 own 1...

wooh...
a lot of tests and assignment b4 christmas...
but most of them hv passed over..
yippy...
is quite a good news 2 me..
erm...still left the most important assignment..
which is the programming assignment...
i can said that this assignment is the most tough assignment in this sem..
and the due date is almost around the corner...
is 31 dec....(new year eve)..
then only we can celebrate new year..haha...
quite stress with that assignment lo..
cuz the progress is 2 slow..
we haven complete our coding yet...
and if complete d,dunno whether it is work r not...
haiz....tough...tough...tough...
and i hv 2 more tests 2 go...
which is the programming test 2 and writing 4 sc test...
and after that,we hv our revision..
and oso our final tests....

suddenly feel that time passes by so fast...
and another few months more..
i will graduate my foundation in sc...
and continue with my degree...
wooh...can the time slow down plz....??

haiz..fast or slow...
enjoy or suffer...
we hv 2 continue our life journey..
so,at here..
wish everyone can hv a nice day every day..
finally.Merry Christmas....and a happy new year!!!

The talkshow

last monday is my big day..kaka..
y i say so??
cuz i got my public speaking presentation that day..
guess wat my topic is???


IS...........
Gender Identity Disorder...
is something like "ah gua" and tomboy....
wooh....and its over...yippy...
get praised by our tutor,Ms Lisa...
cuz we handle it well..
hehe....

and we hv 2 groups presenting that day...
one is my girl power group(hehe...) and another 1 is boys group...
their topic is on how 2 be a billionare...
and their guests r bill gates,donald trumps,lim kok thay and...
the hong kong artist...michelle reis....
quite a funny talkshow...
when Michelle reis starts come in and crap...
haha...












the boys group..
The host,Afiq,donald,lim kok thay,bill gates and michelle reis...















eunice and michelle reis...
see carefully....michelle reis's earings is so loooong...















class rep,samantha and michelle reis..















cindy and michelle reis....
who is more pretty??










the whole presentation groups that day...
aiya,half of my face kena blocked...X.x
and the middle 1 with a sweet smile...
is our tutor...Ms Lisa..















finally,my group members....





-The End-

almost blind...

well,i felt blur when seeing something recently...
really cant see clearly lo..
and my parents r damn save money...
i remember that specs...
i changed it in form 1...
until now...is oredi 5 years...
can be said so...haha...

damn long time ago rite?
and i juz go 4 my eyes checking juz now...
and the person said that...
erm...i dunno wat we call that in eng..
but is light reflect gua....
is 100..
b4 that i dun hv 1..
after 5 years din check..
is obviously like that 1 la..
the person say so...
firstly,the person ask me..
how long u din check ur eyes d??
and i am so sia sui and damn paiseh 2 say..."5 years"..
and the person said.."wah...so kua zhang??"
and i am damn shy and look at my parents...
omg...wat i can say is my parents really save their money...

and now,i am going 2 get it next week...
kaka...everyone sure wondering rite??
wat will i look if i wear the new spec...hehe..
well,try 2 post up my pic lo...haha..

a relax day??

2mr is holiday....
so,i rushed back from pj 2day...
4 wat??since 2mr need 2 go back 2 pj again...
well...
my reason is i can on9..
i can search info 4 my talkshow...
i wont feel lonely loh...
well,this time my roomate will feel that..
i am not purposely la...
but juz becuz i love klang badly gua...
i felt so sorry 4 my roomate too..
but i think is juz a few hours only la if she slept a lot..
cuz she din sleep last night...
cuz she is trying 2 finish her report...
damn hardworking rite??haha...

well,half of my sem has juz passed...
this week is oredi week 9...
i hv few more weeks 2 go..
then i will hv my final...
b4 my finals,i hv 2 face another 4 tests..
quite suffer oso...
and summore i hv lots of replacement classes...
i am going 2 crazy cuz of this...
i will hv my math test next wed...X.X
so,pray hard 4 me yea...
so that i can pass with flying colors..haha...
another 3 tests are physics,chemistry and writing 4 sc...
T.T....
hope that i can handle it...
signing off!!

relax sunday

having relax sunday 2day...
not doing any homework...keke...
juz hanging out with my frens...
2 watch movie..hehe..
guess wat i watch??
is madagascar 2....
i rate 8.5/10 4 this movie..
damn funny...
erm...i know this movie has out 4 so long..
and i now only watch it..
watever lah...
got watch it then is gud enough..kaka...
enjoy it very much....
















having lunch b4 the movie...
ate mac d with my frens...
and my bro 2...
well,quite enjoy...

erm..conclusion..
thanks 2 my frens...
that watch movie with me..
and shop with me...
who r ks,cl and ron...hehe...

To:"she"

finished my public speaking test 2day...
feel relax after this....
rush come back 2 klang..
and i hv my lunch in klang....
on9 straight away after finish my lunch...
checking mail...
as usual...
do the necessary things that i do every weekend...
read others blog and post a new post of mine...
may b this hv been turn 2 a habit of mine...
read others blog....
read blogs....seriously can improve my vocabulary...
and know other ppl more...
r u can say me "ba gua"....
i thought i will very happy in this weekend...

but,it juz destroyed my happy moments....
as i read "her" blog...
she said that she is disappointed in me..
i oso disappointed in "her" as well....
well...she said she always argue with her bf cuz of me??
i prefer alone then....
so that i dun destroy ur love journey...
i dun like 2 break others relationship...
although i dislike and hate loneliness enough..
but i more hate breaking ppl relationship...
u can juz leave me alone...
u may do that...
cuz i may b can communicate with classmates better...
i dun wan 2 hv 1 fren only....
she can chit chat with classmates...
i oso wan 2 chit chat...
juz i cant find the right time..
2 substitute me,myself into it...

u can say me strange enough....
cuz i cant juz so easily b friendly 2 others in a short time...
in secondary skul, i oso like that...
after noe them 4 may b a year...
only i can join them ...
now,is worst...
juz a few months...
i really need time.....

besides,i admit that i did the wrong thing 2 "her"..
cuz i hv the habit of reading other blogs...
so,i juz cant control that...
but, i promise i wont take ur "thing" 4 no reason anymore....
ya,4 "her",she thinks that i am bad enough...
plz 4give m3 4 not tolerant with "her"...
cuz i dun really hv experience 2 stay with some1 else....
in the same room b4....
since i am the only girl in my home...
i used 2 be sleep alone....
since i am small...
so,suddenly a person juz come in......
i really feel strange....
and i know i hv 2 used 2 it next time...
but i really need a lot of time 2 use 2 it....

so,juz hopefully "she" will sit beside her bf....
when ever she has chance....
i wont comment anything....
is juz some1 else mouth itchy...
will try 2 say that "she" is ignoring me....
i dun mind...
i really dun like 2 break other relationship....
and i noe her relationship now....
the timing has break her previous relationship....
so,i dun wan 2 be a cause 4 them...
i dun wan 2 be a "breaker"...
she may juz ignore me....
since she know me not more than 1 year...
not as her other frens...
i am not declaring that she is not a good fren...
she is a good fren...
is juz i dunno how 2 maintain this relationship....
i am so lausy in my communication....

may be we can be a very very gud fren...
cuz i hv experience that i hv many unhappy things with my best fren b4..
but,at last,we r good frens now...and 4ever...
cuz there is a such quotation said that...
"after an argument with frens,u will noe more about each other"
and will not repeat that again....
i hope this argument can make us become best frens....

Chemistry Day

2day is really a special day..
cuz all of my classes 2day is related 2 chemistry...
erm...
1stly,i hv my chemistry tutorial..
after that,i hv chemistry pratical...
where we carry out our experiment...
then we hv a replacement class of chemistry lecture..
this looks wonderful rite??
i dun think so...
quite tiring..
facing the same subject 4 the whole day..
hence,2day can be said is CHEMISTRY DAY!!
kaka...

currently rushing 4 a written assignment 4 public speaking..
hv 2 pass up 2mr...
but still nothing is produced until now..
dieing....T.T
really tired..
still gathering the info..
amazing rite??
haha...
last minute work is like that 1 la..
some of my partners seem like ntg happen..
still relaxing hving their lunch...
hey,gals!!!!
we need 2 pass up 2mr in the public speaking tutorial leh!!
get a bit frustrated d...haiz...
hopefully can finish it!!!

Loneliness

2day class start at 9am...
and guess wat time i reach my skul..
about 8am i think....
cuz i thought 2day will got heavy traffic jamp...
there is...but not in klang...
is in pj...surprising right??
erm..i quite surprise oso...
so,i put my car in front of my hostel 1st...
then walk go 2 the skul.....
cuz park in jaya 1,building opposite the building need 2 pay.....X.X..
anyway,walk is better..
is a type of exercise oso 4 me...

loneliness is always surround me....
2day,drive alone...
come 2 skul alone...
eat breakfast alone....
walk 2 classroom oso alone...
ALONE..ALONE..ALONE....
HATE it a lot....
but no choice...
i realize that when i hate it more...
it will surround u more and more and more...
haiz.........
having public speaking test this saturday...
haven study yet....X.X
however,u must pray hard 4 me....
kaka...
tataz!!

not going back 2day

2day is sunday....
supposingly,now....
9.40pm.....
i should back 2 my hostel d...
but,i still now in klang...
cuz my roomate does not go back hostel 2nite..
so,i decide not 2 go back 2day..
but,2mr...
cuz i dont want 2 be alone...
i hate loneliness..
but,i always face it....
haiz,no choice...

cuz i din go back 2 pj 2day...
i can eat dinner with my family....
love it....
cuz so long i din go out and eat with them d....
thanks 2 my roomate that din go back 2day...
make me hv the chance 2 spend more time with my family....

this is the pictures that i took during dinner...













this is my youngest bro,damn dark right?kaka...
he always disappear from the house 1...damn naughty!!!














this is my second bro.....
almost same height with me d...
arrrhhh!!!!i dun want him 2 be taller than me....
cuz my first bro is taller than me d...
so sad...he always show off his height...
huh!!!!
but,he is currently form 2 only....
i know he can be taller...
this thing i oso cannot control la...
so,leave it la...
i know i need 2 accept the truth....
i am short enough compare 2 them...
T.T....
enough 4 2day...keke..
signing off!!

my dogs

I hv my blog so long..
but u never see b4 my dogs,right?
nvm,now...
i am going 2 introduce my dogs 2 u...
plz sroll down 4 the details...
kaka...

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1stly,this is the red poodle...
"his" name is pi pi....
cuz he is playful and hyperactive enough......













after bathing look....
pi pi:"cold.......cooold.....!!"
















he looks like a bear on the tree,right?
haha....















give me give me more...
give me...give me more...
more wat??
food....of course...















pi pi and m3
















this is my second dog....
dao dao..
is a "he" oso...
black enough leh...
saw his eyes???
is a black poodle....
he is older than pi pi...














sleepy look of him..
r u can say him lanc...
haha....

















this is......NOT my dog....
kaka.....
this is my cousin dog...
red poodle oso....
"puding" is his name








* The End*

miss my home sweet home

after having tests 4 so many weeks..
finally i have a week holiday..
cuz no test is going on this week..
yeapy..*hehe*
but having test again start from next week...
wat a busy sem i have now...
the conclusion is this sem is really tiring..
obviously more tired than last sem...

1 month of my pj living almost over...
still got another month 2 go..
hope time can passes through fast..
cuz i really hate this type of living..
no laptop,no tv,no entertainment...
and no WASHING MACHINE...
really make me headache...
now,i prefer 2 stay at shah alam compare 2 pj..
damn miss my home sweet relative home..kaka..
damn miss klang...
especially the 'bat kut teh'..
kaka..long time no eat d..
damn miss my frens that haven met so long time...
i want 2 go relax this week..
but cant...
my frens all got things 2 do..
no 1 accompany me go watch movie...AGAIN!!!
T.T..*sob sob*
have 2 wait another week..
cant wait anymore lah...